I never get what I want. But life is never fair anyway

Hey there,
Just want to confess about my disappointment in my life this time.

Did you know that I never get what I really want in my life ever?
Especially when the things relate to other people. Where I don't use my own power to achieve it.
That is why I lose faith in people. When my desires involves other people, I'll automatically drop my expectation and rest assure. Calming myself down and pat myself on my shoulder, saying to myself 'Calm down and expect less. You won't get those anyway'

So yes..
It's only natural for me to be disappointed. Because I never put a high hopes on people.
So, when I don't get what I want, I won't sulk. Just suck it up and let it go. Because it's only natural for me to be treated that way.

And you, my friend, can you please grow up and stop thinking that the world revolves around you?
Please. I know you're in sadness right now. But just suck it up. It's not like it's not your fault anyway.
Plus, this is just a small matters. Why are you behaving that way? It kinda get annoying these days.
Maybe what natural to you is that you being treated like a princess all the time. Desired by people and you can have everything that you want just by saying it out.

I know, different people have a different capacity to hold stresses and stuff. I've tried to understand you for a long time. But I just can't anymore because it really get on my nerves -_-

I am very sorry. I was supposed to be the usual me, that one friend who will surrender to grant her friend's wishes, that one friend who'd leave all her works behind just to get to her depressed friends for some consoling session and stuff. But that was the old me.

The new me know about self worth. The new me point out exactly what she want, and she value herself more than everything. And won't feel guilty about it at all. Because I just love myself.
So, lets just suck things up adn get along with life.

Cheers!

#InLoveWithMyself
#IhatePeople
#NotaPeoplePleaserAnymore

Moving On day 33

Its been 33 days since the moving on phase started. What I feel now? Is neutral.
It still hurts. But at least it is not that bad anymore. At least I can watch that person in a 'normal' kind of way now.

Less than 2 weeks, I believed things will turn cold again.
Before that time comes, I shall get prepared and be cold. Yeap. Be cold.
I know its cruel. But at least this time, I've shield myself from getting hurt.
I want to love myself ^_^

#bai

Not everyday is a day where you can run under the bright sky

Some other days, there are storm and all you can do is keep yourself inside.
Safe from the rain and storm.

I've tried my hardest to forget about that one person and eventually did.
It wasn't so hard anymore. But, now I feel lonely and empty inside,

Its sad when we no longer have that long conversation at night before sleep.
When you no longer concern towards my health and etc.
Sounds like a very selfish relationship?
Well, I am that demanding.

Dear future person,
Please remember this, I am a demanding person.lol

Got to find a distraction for myself very soon!

#movingonday## #causeIdontcareanymore #lulz

Good Morning Baltimore

Well..thats just a song title up there.lol
Its been a while, again, since my last post.

Im thinking of coming back and write regularly just to kill time and bored-ness (if you know what I mean). But we'll see later.

Lot of thing happened lately. and July definitely not a good month.
Its rather an emotional and painful month. My usual self will shut down and turn off every time July came. Wanna know why? Maybe later.hohoho

Anyway, good morning and have a nice day! ^^

How to get a hold of everything all at once?

I am back. Assalamualaikum.

As the title said, I am facing that kind of problem right now.
What do you do when you're expected to be able to do (and excel) at everything?
Managing household, work, have a higher education and what about my personal life?
I hated it when someone tries to control me.

I can say that I was forced to pursue the life I have right now? I feel like a bad person to say that. But thats the truth. And as the time goes by, I started to actually liked my current life. Then someone have to come and set a boundary for me, limiting my steps and freedom.

Its kinda stressing me out and the situation did interrupt my daily life, emotionally and mentally.
I feel like I'm constantly being a jerk towards my friends. I am very sorry for the abnormal personalities that I showed these last few weeks. I really am sorry! Things just take a toll on me I supposed. I don't know how to deal with my current situation, I don't have a place to pour everything out and its suffocating. Someone is very mad at me for my jerky attitude. I just can't find myself apologizing again for the same thing that I did. I just hope he read this.

I actually noticed that when Im in this situation, I tend to push away and hurt the people that I favor the most. I don't know why, I just did. Instinct said that I don't want to hurt them? Well, maybe. But if you feel like I've pushed you away from my life, well, you're an important person to me.

Let e just isolate myself from everything again and do some self reflection to solve my problem.
I missed sitting in my dark room alone and think about life like what I usually did back then.
Its been so long since I left that habit. I should join my demon again I supposed.

I just hope that this problem will just pass and everything will turn to normal.
Insya'Allah...

Come back home. Baby come back home!

Assalamualaikum.

Yes, as usual. I am back after being on hiatus for several week (is it a month or a few month this time? I hope its not!). and yes I have a lot of stories in store.

I've been busy with this lil-oh-not-so-secret biz that I got myself involved in.
and busy with the interviews, busy with documents handling (for my mom's company), busy with the chores, busy managing the household, this and that. In a nutshell, my energy almost drain and left empty at the end of the day. But still, its worth it.

My families being worried too much about me going to a far place and started working.
What I can say is that, almost 90% of them encourage me to further my study. It is also the first time in my life that my family set a goal for me too! and I was kind of anticipated too! and I will apply to continue my study to satisfy everyone too! (too many 'too. oh well~)

Yes, it is the very first time that my family set a goal for me.
Before this, they never asked me to get straight A's in any exam. To nail anything or accomplish anything..it's kind of funny yet give me some new vibe when they finally asked me to do something.haha
ok..I know it is not funny.

Remember about my 'fear of flying' things that I mentioned in each and every one of my previous post?
Yeah right. I am scary shit of flying right now. I have a bit of fear before the MH370 cases because of the little incident occurred during the flight. Also probably because I tried to understand the mechanical of the plane, I studied aviation a bit, history of aviation and also I learnt about the construction material of the plane. I always imagine a weird stuff though. So I should probably stop my wild imagination.
Then, come the MH17 cases. Then some few other airlines cases too. I became terrified and scared to fly now! I should probably cancel the 'Willing to travel.' in my resume too.haha

Gaza.
The war in Gaza is getting worse. The only hope that is left is Allah the Almighty.
May HE give protection, strength, iman, patient and all the good thing to the people in Gaza, Amen.

Last but not least, my mother became so very hilarious this past few months(or years..or forever).
She said she didn't want me to work at a far away place. and thet she will treat me something that I can't decline if I stay here. 'If you want to work far away from Ranau, go and get marry fast. So that I didn't have to worry anything about you, Go get married!' (thats what she said when its translated from Dusun to English). I was like... shocked, loss of words and my mouth was slightly apart trying to find the right word and tried my very best to register her order. So I play along and asked her to find a candidate instead.

Mom can get so scary sometimes you know.

Lets keep the other story and go to sleep now k.
Good night! :D

I'm MUSLIM. and I am proud. I am not a terrorist. I love everyone.

My family,
Most of them are of different religions.
My best friends, soul brothers and sisters, are also of different religion.
and I love the to death ! *kissie kissie*

Today, I just want to brag about something that I kept in me for a long time now.
and it bothers me. So I decided to post in on Facebook.
1 minute later, I delete it...

Because there's a lot of people who get offended easily when it comes about religions.
So I don't want to cause chaos. So i'll just post it here. kbai

It's annoying when people keeps on complaining the 'rules & regulations' of my religion. Well, we have some 'do's and don'ts' in our religion. I bet yours have some too. We respects yours, why don't you respect ours? 

p.s.im not trying to be religion-ist here.

I wonder why do people call muslim as [insert all the bad & offensive-words here] when we tried to follow our religion rules and stand up for it.

What about you? Do you get offended when people with different religion says that your religions rules is wrong?

‪#‎no‬ ‪#‎offence‬ ‪#‎really‬ ‪#‎ohmyenglish‬ ‪#‎but‬ ‪#‎whatever‬

oh yeah..probably because of the mistake done by my muslim's brothers/sisters..ikr...

Good Night! :)

My 2013 wishlist checker!

Assalamualaikum people!
Its been a very loooooooooong time since my last post.jyeah!
I know, right?

I've been very busy with my undergrad research and my final year project recently (or should I say, currently?)
and yeah..I'm typing this post in a very speed pace because I want to sleep at least 3.30 a.m!
I've been dealing with this insomnia for a while now..I've suffered from this insomnia thingy since I have to stay awake to do my final year project! >.<

***even remembering my final year project gave me this traumatized feeling!

It even cross my mind to just delete my dusty blog since I am  not that active anymore.but....I'm just too lazy to delete it...

Oh yeah!
2013 is coming to an end..let me list down my wishlist that I managed to get it checked up until 2013.

• Going on a holiday twice a year in a different places (bajet org kaya gitteww)
• Challenge myself with things that I thought I couldn't do
• Get the most-latest gadget (feefeeling up-to-date.haha)
• Attend a concert(it was last year actually..but, O well...and it turns out to be i am one of the 12k fans who attended Bigbang's Alive Tour concert. wehuu!the feeling! :D)
• Lose more than 10kgs of my weight (tho' I am gaining it back right now.lol)
• Travel back and forth to my hometown more than my normal 6 times a year

and I think I'm going to take some time to list down(recall) my wishlist for 2013.haha

and for 2014, my wish is...to get a boyfriend like this!

HAHAHAHA
good night everyone! :*

p.s.I have 2 weeks of study week(special case!)
so..I am currently wasting my time right now..
I wish I can get the motivation to really start on studying for my final!

***Special case: Final year, subject sikit.ehehehe

Malindo Air Malaysia

Assalamualaikum peeps.

Just got back from Sabah below the wind and a lot of project, assignment, task, presentation(and maybe quiz & test) are waiting for me. yippie! I've read a famous blogger's blog about Malindo Air, where he only stated the best about Malindo, and I feel kinda cheated.haha (I'll continue about this later. It's not a VERY BIG deal anyway)

So I've decided to try Malindo, depart from KK to KL. I purchased the tickets online, since there's only 3 flight to KL can be choose, I decided to take the earliest flight, which is 11 a.m (stated online). I reached the airport(it depart from KKIA(T1) from KK and landed at KLIA) at 10.05a.m and rushing for check-in. 

When I asked the pacik tukang scan beg about my bag, he said the gate was closed. Ok, acceptable. The only thing that is unacceptable is that, there's a poster in front of the counter, it stated that luggage must be checked-in 3 HOURS BEFORE DEPARTURE??? o.O

So I proceed to the check-in counter to get my boarding pass since I can just bring my bag as hand carry items when the Miss at the counter inform me that the gate has closed and I cannot take the flight. I still have 40mins before 11a.m at that time. When I tell her that my flight was at 11a.m(according to the e-ticket that), she inform me that Malindo DID NOT HAVE ANY FLIGHT FROM KK-KL AT 11A.M they only have a flight at 10.30 A.M for morning..  and I was like, 'so, apa la ni kena tulis di itinerary?' and her face changed when she take a look at my itinerary and contact someone via walkie talkie. So I was allowed to go on-board. Thanks kepada macik yg bagi laluan kepada sy untuk scan hand luggage yg sy bawa, juga kepada pacik2 & abg2 sekuriti yg tidak tahan2 sy dan minta macam2.hehehe

Upon my arrival at the gate where I was supposed to board the plane, there are still a lot of people Q-ing outside. and it's 8 minutes past 10.30 am(the time where the plane was supposed to depart) that time. and the services of ripping(hantam ja ba ayat) the passenger's tickets are quite lousy I can say. Some of the pacik2 pun sampai marah2 and are having a bad mood due to their service & unclear announcement.

But inside the plane, 

 We can do this. We can simply connect our USB to the tablets provided. The tablets are more touch sensitive than the one in Malaysia Airlines. Which is good, but...please refer below.

Pastu dalam plane pun, pramugari semua baik2 dan peramah. Kalo lelaki lagi la suka, suda la pramugari-pramugari dia lawa-lawa pastu pakai pun siksi-siksi belaka.kekeke

BEST :
1- Spacious. Jarak antara kerusi sgt luas berbanding airlines di Malaysia yang lain. This one is the best!
2- F.A semua peramah & baik. Hospitality is number 1 you know!hehehe
3- Free food. Sandwich and mineral water. Sila berterima kasih sebab kena bagi free food. suda la tiket murah gila :)
4- Comfortable seats.

NOT BEST :
1- Lousy management before boarding into the plane.
2- I really have a big problem about the 'LUGGAGE CHECK-IN 3 HOURS BEFORE DEPARTURE' thingy. Sometimes, all you want is not a cheap price, sometimes, it's all about keselesaan.
3- Please, if your flight was at 10.30, change the time in your flight schedule online. It'll confuse people :-/
4- Food. I know it's free. I don't actually mind it, THIS TIME. because I am not that hungry. But it'll be better if the airline provide(or sell) a variety of food selection.
5- Limited entertainment selection. There's only like 14 movies in there if I'm not mistaken? :-/

The above is my opinion about Malindo Air. It is cheap, but cheap is not everything. and I know it's new. So bear with it for a while.hehe

I might still fly with Malindo.. but bak kata Yunalis Zarai (Yuna), I choose product that I trust...
So I prefer Malaysia Airlines, mahal tapi boleh komplen banyak-banyak dan komplen itu dilayan walaupun ada sesetengah worker yg marah-marah atau poirodus mau melayan. But hel* I care.kekeke

p.s.I was actually watching Malindo logo for a long time during the journey and find it funny. Lion with a wing. how cute! :P

Gold and Diamond boy!

Haloo poopies!

I mean peeps!hehehe

The picture? try Google 'Gold and Diamond boy' and you'll see.
So I am back at my hostel. Back at my University and back
for more lecture & classes and lab....and drama -_-

Since I haven't done any of my Project & Assignment during the midsem break, I am pretty sure that I have to spend a few days cramming my head to finish 'em. But he** I care. Yang penting saya happy di rumah last week.haha and my mom managed to gain 5kg's under my supervision.wohoo (Y)

The older you are, the more you will be attracted to GOLD.
In my case, YES. I am kind of interested in gold. Am I old? -_-
Last year, my mom gave me gold necklace walaupun I've stated it
loud and clear that I don't like gold and I can't tolerate with accessories.

But since it is free, why not kan? Then I try to put it on for a week, a month and now a few months passes. It turns out that it is not that I can't tolerate with accessories, It's just that I'm allergic to silver(silver yang dijual merata & murah). My skin will show the sign of 'eroded'(macam besi pula kan kulit saya.haha), rashes and burnt! But when I started pakai this gold thingies, I didn't experience that skin problem anymore. and I realize that gold and my skin are a perfect match.lalalalalalalalala

and last week, I asked for another gold accessories. I was just joking actually...but my mom took it seriously and buy one for me.

My point here is, I am not trying to show off my gold2 thingy. But, I, and everyone that is fortunate enough to be able to buy and have anything we wanted(well, not anything la..tp better than the others) should be more grateful for what GOD has blessed us with. Look at your surrounding, how many people are as fortunate as you are. Do not complaint when your parent's couldn't afford to buy a brand new Iphone 5 or Iphone 5S for you. Because those yang masih pakai henfon Nokia 3310 sebab tidak mampu beli henfon yang lagi bagus dari itu pun tidak komplen2 macam kita :)

I am so grateful that I am blessed with what I have now. Me, I can eat and get whatever I want even though it is in the middle or end of the months or semester and most of the other student, di mana biasanya wang elaun atau PTPTN pelajar sudah habis, terpaksa berjimat cermat dan ikat perut. I am grateful. Thanks Allah :')

I know that many are more fortunate than me. But I am happy for what I have now :)

Dear fortunate people,
Be grateful.
Avoid vanity.
Be good to other.
Live happy.
Stop comparing & complaining.
Help & care the unfortunate.

GOD gave you what you have for a reason.
The more you give, the more you'll gain.
toodles!

p.s.post yang merapu -_-
#nyte!

Mentally(retarded) exhausted.

Greetings peeps!

Have you tried mentally exhausted before?
Yes. It is not a food and does not taste good either.

I am so very tired today!

It might be due to no-stop Test coming. I have a test on last Thursday(the first test), I have another Test on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday this week. Plus, a quiz on Monday evening. pheww~ I am so glad that it all ended(I wish it all ended very well too, aminnn).

Although my face may look calm and cool for the test, inside, I almost crumble and give up. Thank God I didn't. haha

Even my friend was afraid looking at my face in the last class just now. We're having trouble calculating this and that. and our lecturer keep on giving us his answer which is different than our answer. It's frustrating you know!

I am so tired and needed sleep right now, walaupun I've slept more than 7 hours today.haha

There's a burger on my left on keropok lekor on my right, so why don't we go for a movie or 2, right?

When I Google image for 'Mentally Exhausted', this oppa came out. Mucho gusto! :D

#movie!

Human

Assalamualaikum.

A proper introduction this time.hehehe

Some people are obsessed with being skinny, have a white flawless glowing skin and bla3 so that they will look perfectly-perfect all the time, especially to the people around them.

Certain people wasted hundred or thousand ringgit every month, just for those products that they believed are able to grant their wishes to be what I called 'perfectly-perfect'.

Woman? Oh..of course not. These days, even man, a real man, pun beli juga produk-produk kecantikan ni.

Yang paling popular sekarang ialag Beutskin Essence. Why am I always talking about these stuff anyway?haha

mungkin sebab ramai kawan-kawan yang consume ini barang. Yes.Memang berhasil. Jadi putih, etc2...tapi, it'll cost you a few thousand because the effect can only be seen after using the product for at least 2 months if I'm not mistaken.

What encourage me to write about this kind of stuff is that, I've seen a lot of people bought Slimming Pill. Slimming pill actually works. But only for those under the observation of the doctor and only for those with *cough* diabetes *cough*. Before taking the pills, everything includes allergy, health history & etc2 were taken into consideration.

But, what about those yang beli pil pelangsing di gerai-gerai atau kedai jual jamu? or worst, online?

Si penjual tu pun apalagi kan, mestila jual temberang dia juga. Mau kasi laku jualan.

And last 2 weeks, during the vacation with my family in Tawau, I playfully asked the mak cik yang jual-jual di gerai yang berdekatan dgn tempat saya shopping, 'mak cik, sy mau beli ubat kurus' and the makcik 'shhh' me. She said, 'jangan cakap kuat-kuat' samsil ambil galah & jolok-jolok di upper part gerai dia. When I ask why, she simply answered this, 'ubat-ubat ni tidak melalui kerajaan, kena seludup saja'. What she meants by kerajaan is KKM and of course la taxes.hehe

What surprised me more is that, when she showed the 'ubat kurus' that she hide, one of them was LAMI.

Yes people, go and search about this LAMI pill on Google.hehe

I've read once about Lami. It's poisonous and very-very dangerous. A lot of death was recorded due to consuming LAMI. Jadi jangan la try. If you're that desperate to look kurus, just go and try, but don't regret it later :(  Memang tidakla saya beli kan..

So, untuk menjaga hati makcik tadi, saya belilah gloss yang dia jual. Dari Indon kononnya.hehehe

Enough with ubat kurus thingy.

Ada pula yang sanggup habiskan beribu-riban untuk membeli produk kecantikan wajah. SK-II contohnya?

memang tidak salah la, it's your money, not mine.haha

I'm just talking & mentioning here~

People,*muka bajet-bajet penceramah* and myself.

Why do you have to care about what other people say or MIGHT say about you?

If they called you 'ugly', called them 'super-ugly'. Konfem menangis-nangis tu belari.

Because only orang yang perasan cantik yang sanggup panggil orang lain 'ugly' dan orang yang perasan cantik itu sebenarnya tidak berkeyakinan diri! Hence, bila orang panggil dia 'ugly' dia akan menangis.hahaha

boleh ka buat assumption macam tu? :P

Who are you to judge?
err...I am not encouraging anyone to be gay, emo and athiest, what I'm trying to say here is that,
It doesn't matter who you are, what you are, how you look like, at the end of the day, we are human. We eat, we sleep and we want to love and to be loved.

Just smile and held your head up high! :)

#nite

Mandulkan kucing jantan (castration)

It is my first time pasal memandul-mandulkan kucing ni (as if these words wujud kan-_-)
So, before I made up my mind, I made some survey and search on people's blog.

The survey & searching thingy lead me to a few things,
1 - kucing yang dimandulkan akan 'stoned' 1 hari, due to ubat bius
2 - The first day ialah yg paling kritikal & terpaksa suap kucing makan
3 - Scary wound

Disebabkan tiba-tiba ada hal emergency, so saya tidak dapat temankan kucing kesayangan pg klinik.
I asked my big brother to sent my pet instead. Sedih + nervous. macamana kalau kucing tu kesakitan :'(

From my brother report,
1 - Vet teda. Masa temujanji yang sepatutnya pukul 10pg. Tapi kena bedah hampir dekat-dekat masa rehat untuk lunch. (kesian kucing sy. sudala 1 malam teda makan)
2 - Kucing tu kena tinggalkan di klinik and my brother come back later after the surgery.
3 - The vet said : Kucing suda bangun. lamaaa suda dia bangun. tidak sampai 1 jam lepas kena bedah bangun suda tu (and I was like, kuat juga meow sy~badang ka apa?)
4 -  Reach home, meow bising-bising tidak mau tinggal dalam sangkar. Makan banyak-banyak, pastu protes dan marah-marah dalam sangkar. Bila sangkar kena buka, zapp! terus meow menghilang pi jalan-jalan. (memang kuat gila kucing sy -_- )


amazing juga ni meow saya.haha
Once I've reached home, meow nampak sangat normal. Today is the second day (31st Jan), the only change that can be seen, my meow sangat kuat makan.haha

Berdosa mandulkan kucing? refer di sini ---> KLIK 

eh..it's 12.04a.m. means, it is February already. 3 more days and I am gonna be OLD!
Thanks to Allah, Alhamdulillah (la juga kan) sebab bagi umur yang panjang :)

Dying is not an option.

Dying is an option. For stupid people.
They choose to end their life just like that rather than choose to face their problem.
For some people, they are afraid of death. Me for example.
I avoid those dangerous activities. I don't even drive because i'm traumatized.

Sacred of death. The never-enough good deed is one thing. The other thing was afraid of what might happen. I always think like this, 'If I am dead, what's going to happen to my family? They will definitely be very sad and it hurts.'

I understand the feelings when we lost the person we love the most. The person we were closed with.
I understand that. It hurts so bad. It hurts until you feel like you're wants to yell & scream & release your anger at you don't know who or what. I've experienced a few big lost in my life. It is not easy. It took me forever to erase the sadness. Even until now, I might laugh a lot, smile a lot and act normal, but deep inside, I am still crying & hurting for the lost of my father and my dearest sister.

Those who never experienced this might be sad as well, seeing their friends facing this problem. But it is not the same. Every time I got a friend who lost their family members, I will keep myself shut, I didn't dare to look them at their eyes, and I listen to whatever they may confessed. Because that is the least I think I can do.

Today, I received this heartbreaking news that one of my friends, my late sister bestfriends, my cousin, lost their father. Condolence to her whole family. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan org2 yang beriman.amin......

Feeling Lucky?

Assalamualaikum peeps :)

It's a few minutes before Maghrib prayer when I started working on this post.

and I am so happy for no particular, exact, logical and make sense reason.hehehe

It's been a few weeks now that I don't get enough sleep.

My life is horrible & messy! and I ate a lot sebab duit habis banyak-_-

sebab TEKANAN mungkin?

Tired of dealing with projects, test, visit and task these past few weeks.

Dan hari ni, segala beban habis! feel so HAPPY! :D

walaupun test semalam macam........dan test tadi macam...............................

tapi, at least sekarang kurang kerja.weheee!!

Rasa macam mau lompat-lompat macam ni!

Ah...azan sudah kedengaran.

Mandi, Solat, Makan, Cuci kain & buat sesuka hati.

Have a nice day peeps!

# In a very GOOD mode.

I want to be like CHOI SEUNG HYUN

Who the heck is Choi Seung Hyun? You can click HERE for more.

You know BigBang? Ever heard of T.O.P BigBang? YES. Now you know Choi Seung Hyun.hehehe

I am not going to discuss about his age, how handsome he is, how popular and hot he is or his whatever.

Why I wanted to be like him? Check this out.

Shock? Oh wait...don't understand? Ok...

All of the picture above, except for the first picture was Choi Seung Hyun (T.O.P) before his debut.

Shocking???! I know, right. hahaha

He work hard to get in that gorgeous shape of his and manage to loss 20kg's in 40 days. After losing the weight, only YG Entertainment accepted him to become apart of YG's family.

Hebat kan? :o

Why I wanted to be like him?

It's not that, I wanted to be slimmer or loss weight(well, kalo dapat loss weight pun apa salahhnya kan??:D)

It's just that, I want to have a determination and continuous motivation like him.

I hated myself so much, for I do only hold on to my determination half way and 'dushumm!', that determination will be nowhere to be found.

Let's cut the long story short, jadi lah macam T.O.P suda la hensem

he have this determination to get what he want.

If he can do it, we can do it :)

Selling Contact Lens

yeap. I am currently an agent. Get lower price from me!:D

click here -> Korean Lens

My big brother gonna shit brick when he knows about my activities.

I am 100% sure that I am receiving some laugh and rude compliments from them.hahaha

I don't know...someone that I used to know asked me to be her agent only for Hari Raya and I just say Yes? Homaigat~whatever in my brain it must be nice.wakaka

Introducing you, Ukulele.
and no...it is not mine...YET at least.. because I am planning to get one.
Why Uke? Because for me, it is easier to play Uke than Guitar. Believe me! T__T

Comel kan Uke di atas?hehe
So...what color...hmmm...

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Sesi bersama Senior & Isu PTPTN

Assalamualaikum & Greeting Earthlings!

Kecoh 1 Malaysia pasal PTPTN sekarang ni kan? No komen la.
pandai pinjam pandai la bayarkan. Saya sebagai student, yang juga seorang peminjam PTPTN memohon sangat-sangat, janganlah mansuhkan PTPTN ni..isk...saya budak sekolah lagi..masih belajar. Keluarga pun bukannya kaya sangat nak tampung study.isk..isk..*bagi muka minta simpati siiiiikit*
Lainlah untuk orang yang TIDAK STUDY. Senang-senang saja suruh mansuhkan.. :(
p.s.dah beranak pinak nanti, rasa la ko!

erks..okeh..tadi cakap no komen kan. macam TER-KOMEN panjang la pulak.hahahai

This Semester, saya dan beberapa kawan saya telah memberanikan diri untuk ambil subject Environmental Engineering, that is, subject for 3rd year students. Dan bila pegi dewan jawab test, memang kami bertiga sajalah budak second year.wakaka

Then, ada project for us(group project). My group consist of ALL senior. Saya seja yang muda!muahahaha
okeh. back to the main topic, bila dengar senior-senior 'briefing' pasal study Chemical Engineering ni...
I'm totally speechless.. I thought yang sekarang ni paling susah. Rupanya....Masa tahun 3 lagi DAHSYAT!
4th YEAR?erks:S

No wonder la ramai students Chemical ni yang 'kurang' rambut. And I'm one of them.huehuehue*gelak gedik banyak*

So pesanan untuk diri sendiri ialah :
BE PREPARE!

p.s.masa dengar senior cerita tu pun hampir nangis. Macamanaaaa la hidup saya lepas ni. isk~ T__T

5 jenis PELAJAR

Perkara biasa, apabila kita ke sekolah dan sedang dalam proses menimba ilmu pengetahuan, kita ada ramai kawan, kan? If you observe each of them, you'll realize yang sebenarnya student ni terbahagi kepada 5 jenis. And that includes :-

Jenis 1 : Rajin belajar, pelajar contoh, pandai, result exam cantek.

Yang ni memang common kan. Siapa ada kawan macam ni sila angkat tangan dan kaki :)

kalo ada kawan macam ni memang bangga gila la dapat hangout dengan orang macam ni. Sudahla femes.. boleh tumpang femes sikit :P

Jenis 2 : Malas belajar, pandai, result exam cantek.

Jenis yang ni pulak memang kita jeles sikit tengok. Belajarnya idok, tapi pandainya melebih-lebih. Tapi redha je laa...dah rezeki diorang dapat otak yang pintar. Mungkin masa kecik-kecik dulu mak dia kasik dia minum Sustagen kot..

Jenis 3 : Malas belajar, kurang pandai, result exam cantek.

Jenis yang ni paling sakit hati! Belajar idok, bila tanya dia soalan, langsung tidak tau...Innocent la katakan..Tapi bila exam, result dia lagi cantek dari muka dia...sheeesh! Tapi sekali lagi kita harus redha, rezeki dia kan. 

Jenis 4 : Malas belajar, kurang pandai, result exam kurang cantek.

Yang ni memang tidak boleh dipersalahkan mahupun dibahaskan lah. hihi:P

Jenis 5 : Rajin sangat study, berdedikasi gila, solat tidak tinggal, result exam kurang cantek.

Jenis yang ke-5 ni yang paling kesian kan. Usaha sudah ada, doa pun kerap jugak tapi result still buruk. Memang tidak dapat dinafikan yang berada dalam golongan ke-5 ni memang frust. Tapi chill la. Bukan rezeki la tu. Allah tidak menunaikan doa ko kat dunia ni, tapi still ada markah kat atas sana kan:) Good things come to those who wait, remember? 

It doesn't matter kawan kita ataupun diri kita sendiri terletak di golongan mana sekali pun, we are who we are. Usaha tangga kejayaan. Eh silap! Usaha LIF kejayaan!

p.s.apa barang guna tangga zaman sekarang.hahai!

p.s.s. I supposed to belek-belek nota Electrical saya by now!

Holiday's gonna end soon

How sad kan? Rasa cam malas mau balik Kampus pun ada jugak.
But hey~ This is life, we should enjoy everything that appear in front of us *kata-kata menyedapkan hati*

Talking about 'kata-kata menyedapkan hati', did you know that we actually needed it?haha
We need 'em to cheer ourselves up *cheers peeps!* in a good way~

By the way, I don't realize it's almost a month since I'm home!*Notice this cliche words each and every time my holidays ended. Epic?xD* My last semester's schedule was like a 'what da pish!' for me. Imagine this, I don't even had a gap during Zuhur prayer? I have to masuk kelas lewat or keluar kelas awal to be able to perform Solat. Teruk kan? and I have to face the same awful situation for more than 4 months!

For the next semester, I'll keep in mind to arrange my schedule wiser! No classes at 1 p.m everyday!
But to think about balik kampus, stadi??ergg~ Think of it can make me feels like mau muntah hijau banyak-banyak T___T

Sudahlah nama subjek pelik-pelik...*come on!They can do it, so you can do it!!!*

Baiklah~ Currently sedang menyiapkan diri melihat result final hasil titik pelu & usaha semester lepas.
Tengok berbaloikah tidak. AND currently sedang menyiapkan mind set untuk keep on studying for next semester! Walaupun hampir 4 semester sudah berjauhan dgn Family & hometown, the homesick-ness feeling was still inside!

#belum berangkat balik kampus lagi, but I can already feel the homesick-ness feeling insideT___T