Dying is not an option.

Dying is an option. For stupid people.
They choose to end their life just like that rather than choose to face their problem.
For some people, they are afraid of death. Me for example.
I avoid those dangerous activities. I don't even drive because i'm traumatized.

Sacred of death. The never-enough good deed is one thing. The other thing was afraid of what might happen. I always think like this, 'If I am dead, what's going to happen to my family? They will definitely be very sad and it hurts.'

I understand the feelings when we lost the person we love the most. The person we were closed with.
I understand that. It hurts so bad. It hurts until you feel like you're wants to yell & scream & release your anger at you don't know who or what. I've experienced a few big lost in my life. It is not easy. It took me forever to erase the sadness. Even until now, I might laugh a lot, smile a lot and act normal, but deep inside, I am still crying & hurting for the lost of my father and my dearest sister.

Those who never experienced this might be sad as well, seeing their friends facing this problem. But it is not the same. Every time I got a friend who lost their family members, I will keep myself shut, I didn't dare to look them at their eyes, and I listen to whatever they may confessed. Because that is the least I think I can do.

Today, I received this heartbreaking news that one of my friends, my late sister bestfriends, my cousin, lost their father. Condolence to her whole family. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan org2 yang beriman.amin......