2016. I moved away, and moved on.

Happy new year!
May 2016 brings us more luck, prosperity and blessing.
Amen ^^

I am currently studying in a local university somewhere,
pursuing my postgraduate study. *why so formal?*lol
It's been a year since then and I've been staying in a family's house with my big bro.
Then, after a year, I decided to stay in hostel, alone, away from families. And I got everyone worried sick about my decision. Which I'm truly sorry!!

They kept on calling me, claiming every update of my life, especially how I managed to drive and parked safely, and then how I manage to stay alone in this 3-rooms apartment (hostel).lol

I am very sorry for my decision and worried about me.
I know that one day, I might have a thought that my decision is wrong. But I'll make it right somehow. Like what I've usually did. hoho *God Bless my brainiac self!lolol*

Yes. Hopefully, everyone will get use to it, of me living alone. Though I'm going home every fortnight. trololol

I moved on.
Remember my heartbroken issues few hundreds days ago? yeah!
Though the feeling still came once in a while, I can say that I'm very much over it.
Though it still hurts remembering what you did. I hate you so much!
But I remembered an advice saying that it's only a thin line between hate and love. Thus, I'm very much trying to get over you completely. Let me tell you this, you're 98% gone from my mind, heart and life. Happy? So, don't even bother to ask for forgiveness, chances, to be friend etc. Cause I don't forget and forgive that easy. Yeap, I am that evil. guahahaha

and I hope I can get a hold of this feeling forever. I don't want your existence to affect my life so much. Thanks!

Anyway, its 9.28 pm, my bedtime!lol

Nite!

If you can get the best, why settle for the less?

Hello people!
After some breakdown, emo moments and dark clouds all over.
After the long deep sleep I've took for a few weeks now, and after all the tears,
I can say that I am 70% healed!

Though I must say that I sometimes misses those feelings of longed by someone.
But naaah..I am just lonely. I don't need that person nor do I want him. Nope. Nope. Nope.
Now that I've involved myself in some activity (which is rahsia), I can finally REALLY get rid of those nasty feelings and heartbreak. Gotta get busy!lol


I just wish that I can get over it completely and look at him just as friends without that hard feelings and pain, just like before. Or else, I wont be able to hang and chill with my other buddy in a normal way anymore. urghhhhhh!

Moving on day 42

It was supposed to be day 42 since I finally move on.
But, the feelings came back.
Because I absent-mindedly try dipping my toes in the same lake and taste the water.
That's what you get for trying the same thing that you've known would hurt you again, twice Ula!

But, ever heard of the advises the brain kept on giving the heart?
Why? Because the heart are stupid. The heart never really give up on those things called feelings.
That is why, I hated myself.

I want to continue to move on.
Let's do it!
I can do it!!!

#morning #ramblings

I am super tired

What else I can say? I'm tired. Tired of thinking and wondering.lol
What should I do next?
Is this worth it?
Will I sit down crying and regret everything that I did now, 10 years later?

I just want a normal happy life.
I want my life back.
The life that don't have anyone in it except me and my family.
Can I just go back to December and change everything?
Maybe back then, I should just be indifferent towards everything and concentrate more on myself?

Oh how I wish I have magic power to turn everything into whatever I want and even turn back the time. I wish.

Enough said. Bye :D

Come back home. Baby come back home!

Assalamualaikum.

Yes, as usual. I am back after being on hiatus for several week (is it a month or a few month this time? I hope its not!). and yes I have a lot of stories in store.

I've been busy with this lil-oh-not-so-secret biz that I got myself involved in.
and busy with the interviews, busy with documents handling (for my mom's company), busy with the chores, busy managing the household, this and that. In a nutshell, my energy almost drain and left empty at the end of the day. But still, its worth it.

My families being worried too much about me going to a far place and started working.
What I can say is that, almost 90% of them encourage me to further my study. It is also the first time in my life that my family set a goal for me too! and I was kind of anticipated too! and I will apply to continue my study to satisfy everyone too! (too many 'too. oh well~)

Yes, it is the very first time that my family set a goal for me.
Before this, they never asked me to get straight A's in any exam. To nail anything or accomplish anything..it's kind of funny yet give me some new vibe when they finally asked me to do something.haha
ok..I know it is not funny.

Remember about my 'fear of flying' things that I mentioned in each and every one of my previous post?
Yeah right. I am scary shit of flying right now. I have a bit of fear before the MH370 cases because of the little incident occurred during the flight. Also probably because I tried to understand the mechanical of the plane, I studied aviation a bit, history of aviation and also I learnt about the construction material of the plane. I always imagine a weird stuff though. So I should probably stop my wild imagination.
Then, come the MH17 cases. Then some few other airlines cases too. I became terrified and scared to fly now! I should probably cancel the 'Willing to travel.' in my resume too.haha

Gaza.
The war in Gaza is getting worse. The only hope that is left is Allah the Almighty.
May HE give protection, strength, iman, patient and all the good thing to the people in Gaza, Amen.

Last but not least, my mother became so very hilarious this past few months(or years..or forever).
She said she didn't want me to work at a far away place. and thet she will treat me something that I can't decline if I stay here. 'If you want to work far away from Ranau, go and get marry fast. So that I didn't have to worry anything about you, Go get married!' (thats what she said when its translated from Dusun to English). I was like... shocked, loss of words and my mouth was slightly apart trying to find the right word and tried my very best to register her order. So I play along and asked her to find a candidate instead.

Mom can get so scary sometimes you know.

Lets keep the other story and go to sleep now k.
Good night! :D

Finally GRADUATED and Transformer: Age of Extinction. HAPPY RAMADHAN ^_^

Assalamualaikum....

well..since its been so long since my last update, I have to combine all the main topic into one sentences (refer: post title).

TRANSFORMER: AGE OF EXTINCTION

it's a one hell of a movie. 3 hours long. and its worth it!!!
OMG! I can actually watch it again 4-5 times. The movie was the best and fascinating. its simply wonderful.
I know its sounds like im exaggerating but IT IS worth the few ringgit malaysia and the 3 hours of your day.
I just Love the movie. Highly recommended *thumbs up*


GRADUATED.

There's these subject that have become my enemy since last semester and I repeat the paper.
It is even harder than my final year project (probably because I hate maths. Despite all the subject in my overall coursework are related to maths.lol), and I thought that I'm gonna lose to the subject again and unable to graduate from my Bachelor Degree. Fortunately, ALHAMDULILLAH, I have met my lecturer personally to asked for my grade, and yes, I passed it! Alhamdulillah once again, I can finally announce that I am going to GRADUATE from my 4 years long of Chemical Engineering course. and currently, I am jobless. lol

I was only left with a few option by madam besar a.k.a my mum.
After a lot of consideration and reflection made, I finally decided to take thing slowly and rest for a while. I mean, managing the household and such. It is actually tiring (physically, emotionally and mentally) but, this is a part of learning. Let's embrace it. (fyi, it is easier to do some Calculus calculation than managing the household. I warned you!)

and yes. It is sad thinking about finish studying and it comes to me that I am not going to go back to that place anymore. Even if I go back, it won't be the same anymore since I've said goodbye(s) to all my precious friend. It's nice knowing them and I kinda missed the already :')

May our path cross again one fine day, my friend :)
HAPPY RAMADHAN.

It's RAMADHAN and I never being this anticipated in celebrating Ramadhan my whole existence.
It's simply fun, exciting and I am looking forward for each day of it. I simply took it as a blessing from dear Allah :)

HAPPY RAMADHAN everyone. Eat and drink reasonably! :)

Ahhh! I just remembered that I wanted to share the story about my flight KL-KK few days ago.
But i think I'll just save it for later.


Later everyone. Good night :)

The truth to be told.

Today, we live in a generation where they ‘hide the truth and reveal the untruth’

It’s a very depressing situation for me. I am a very honest person. I’ll speak only the truth even if it will hurt the other party.

Well, depend on the situation actually. But I’ll be honest and straightforward in most situation.lol

My friend once told me ‘you are so honest!how cruel…’

That’s why I don’t have many friends maybe…haha

If you’re dark, and you put on a clothes that doesn’t match your skin color, I’ll say it directly that the color didn’t suit you. No hiding. But I’ll add ‘but as long as you like it, I don’t see any problem’ in my sentence tho.haha

So people, can we just be honest and stop hiding the truth?

If I hate something, I’ll just show it with my face, voice and action. There’s no need to be scared to show your emotion. People might hated you for it, but at least people will respect your choice.

I hate the smell of raw fish. Every time I go to the fish market, I’ll tell the people that come with me how much I hated the smell. But still, I love having a meal of fish for my dinner!hehehe

I am an open person. You can read me like an open book. I hadn’t kept much secret about me or my life. There’s no need to stalk me through my Facebook, pictures from my phone or even read my inbox. No need..no need..can you feel how uninteresting I am?

Well..it’s been a while since my last blog post.

Update blog terus post #jiwakacau punya hal kan.kekeke

That’s all about me. Let’s just stop talking about me.

Now tell me about yourself. What do you think of me?

Lol #nyte!

#becoming a very unproductive person!urghhh!!!

Internship ended. Going back to Pahang!

Assalamualaikum uols!

LI iols dah tamat secara official hari tu (6/7/2013) and iols rindu nak p kije.huhuhu
Lotsa things and knowledge that I gained during my internship period and the most important thing is that,
I learnt to cooperate and do things together with my teammates.
Usually, kalo d U, I like to do the project myself. I mean, I'll just take my part and do it alone without asking any of my team member's opinion. But no. During my internship, I learn to respect and take others opinion.
Thanks to my teammates and my supervisor, also to the other officer who really helped me through everything during my internship period.

For those yang akan ber-internship, I wish uols good luck and never be afraid of it.
Dulu iols sangat takut nak p intern + neves kemain. duk dak duk dak jantung. tapi bila sampai, everything is good. Just that, please be yourself but don't annoy others!hehe

Baiklah!
Lecture and classes supposed to start at 9/7/2013. and I still haven't go back and attend any class yet.kekeke
Due to some problem, I have to postponed my 'going back' thingy. I am so sure that there's no class/there's no important things going on in class.hehehe..banyak betul alasan.

Anyway!
I am going back tomorrow. Travelling alone AGAIN! *sigh*
It's boring and lonely. But actually travelling alone is like, more convenient..hehe

Its sad!
Its so sad to leave home!
Its even sadder to leave family!

Goodbye Sabah!
See you again in about...1 and a half month or so? lol


#nyte
# preparing my brain for this semester subject!

INTERNSHIP : 1 more week to go

Assalamualaikum y'all!

I've finished my 9th week of internship and there's 1 more week to go.
I'll summarize my internship experience after finish the 10th week.

My intern-mate, both from UMS had finish theirs and left me all alone next week.
I am sure that it's gonna be a looooong boring and lonely week for me.
Must find something to do for next week!*plotting plan*

1 more week to go, let's just concentrate on the final report writing!


Nyte peepz!

Mari bercuti sambil ber-LI

Assalamualaikum Pipol!

Right now, I am on my holiday. Unfortunately, I have this so-called LI or a.k.a Practical.

So, I've accepted the offer for LI at this Dairy farm at my hometown due to ease of accommodation (konon.sekali tgk hari2 sampai kerja 2 minit sebelum masa ofis.lol)

Finish my first week today. I mean yesterday(5/7/13). There's still 9 weeks to go! but TGIF! ^^

My first week?well...My supervisor put me in the Milking Process. You know..perah2 susu lembu. gila bapak freaked out sia mula2. first day, I didnt join the team. Joined them on second day, and I freaked out. The 1 hour and 30 minutes feel soooooo long. Thank God, third day until today, is awesome. I love the cow.haha

Sumber : Google (Milking Process) 

The people there was friendly. Super friendly indeed. and they took a good care of me this whole week.thx to them. I know that milking process doesn't have anything related to chemical engineering, and I know that, the big boss put us(chemical engineering student) on milking process on purpose! because he had stated it very clear that he wanted us to experience 'unusual' things.haha..very 'unusual'. Our main objective are actually to study the process flow, equipment, principle, chemical used & the cleaning process.

Next week, I was assigned to the Processing Room.

I promise I'll do well.haha

walaupun sebenarnya sy rasa ramai2 student yg LI, saya la yg paaaaaling relaks.yahuuu!

We often said, 'Bodoh seperti Lembu'
But they gave us milk.
The creamy milk that we love.
Now who's the stupid person drinking the milk from the stupid cow?haha
The cow di sana sangat berdisiplin. and I was surprise at first!

and the people are nice! although they like to play around a lot. But it's still entertaining.
and we often said, orang yang tidak berpendidikan tiada guna?
kalo semua orang berpendidikan, siapa yang mau perah susu lembu untuk kita?
kalo semua orang berpendidikan, siapa yang mau tanam padi untuk kita?
kalo semua orang berpendidikan, siapa yang mau tanam sayur untuk kita?
kalo semua orang berpendidikan, siapa yang mau jala/tangkap ikan untuk kita?
kalo semua orang berpendidikan, siapa yang mau buka bengkel dan buat kereta kita yang rosak?
kalo semua orang berpendidikan, siapa yang mau buat benda-benda basic untuk kita?

Kalo org yang berpendidikan tinggi ni, selalunya mau buat benda-benda yang bombastik & fantastik saja ba kan...memang jarang yang terfikir untuk buat benda2 kecil macam yg diatas tp lebih penting untuk kita.

Overall, the people are nice.
walaupun dorg tidak berpendidikan tinggi, malahan ada yang bersekolah setakat sampai darjah 6 saja, tapi they know more things than I do. I learned a lot from them. Bila berkerja sama dorg, rasa diri ini sangat rendah. thx for the one-week experience & tutor. Next week jumpa org baru & benda baru. Can't wait!

#BABYGOODNIGHT

It's the tiring part again.

Assalamualaikum uols.

its me again.haha

Its examen week, so study la (konon).
I've finish my 4th paper today, 1 more paper to go on Wed and I'm going home baby!
what can I say....semuaaaaaa subjek sem ni susah gila-gila.
walaupun ada hint, tp...hint la sgt kan...haha

anyway, its the end of my third year here.wohooo...habis sudah third year. next semester I'm gonna be Super Senior.hehehe
and, bila end of tahun 3, maksudnya, its time to change hostel, its time to simpan barang2 dalam stor. penat tau angkut2 barang turun bawah, susun dlm stor, dsbg.kalo sikit-sikit x pa juga...fyi, last year sy ada 6 barang(1 beg beeeeeesar, 5 kotak termasuk printer & 1 baldi). part yg paling hebat ialah, semua barang sy tu berat gila. even baldi pun berat sebab thats where I put my safety boot.kekeke

no..no..serious.sgt berat.
khamis ni mau pegi simpan barang. wish me luck guys! :'(

#bye third year!
#hello LI
#hello next sem
#next semester, its gonna be tougher :)

Warmer than coffee on cold winter day : The story of 'suspended' coffee

This story will warm you better than a coffee in a cold winter day:

"We enter a little coffeehouse with a friend of mine and give our order. While we're approaching our table two people come in and they go to the counter -

'Five coffees, please. Two of them for us and three suspended'

They pay for their order, take the two and leave. I ask my friend:

'What are those 'suspended' coffees?'

'Wait for it and you will see'

Some more people enter. Two girls ask for one coffee each, pay and go. The next order was for seven coffees and it was made by three lawyers - three for them and four 'suspended'.

While I still wonder what's the deal with those 'suspended' coffees I enjoy the sunny weather and the beautiful view towards the square in front of the café. Suddenly a man dressed in shabby clothes who looks like a beggar comes in through the door and kindly asks
'Do you have a suspended coffee ?'

It's simple - people pay in advance for a coffee meant for someone who can not afford a warm beverage. The tradition with the suspended coffees started in Naples, but it has spread all over the world and in some places you can order not only a suspended coffee, but also a sandwich or a whole meal."

#kopipes
#this story has been passed around on FB. So I don't know tho whom should I gave the credits.

Heart-warming story. It should be practiced in Malaysia too :')

Temuduga MEDSI

Assalamualaikum peeps.
I realize that there are too many 'hit' on my MEDSI related post.
Those are written few years ago.haha

I just realize that masa-masa macam ni ialah masa student2 lepasan STPM, Matrik and Diploma mencari tempat untuk menyambung study~so I decided to help.kekeke *help la sgt kan*

Here's the link to it :
Soalan bocor MEDSI
MEDSI thingy
PETUA-PETUI TEMUDUGA MEDSI (ni kira macam TIPS ketika temuduga la. tidak semestinya temuduga MEDSI sahaja)

and fortunately, I've failed that Interview. Also failed for Maktab interview. Yes...tiada rezeki jadi seorang pendidik..YET. *masih bercita-cita untuk menjadi pendidik. mungkin akan direalisasikan selepas tamat degree?:P*

And an addition to that SOALAN BOCOR MEDSI, some of my friends was asked to dance(dance the ethnic dance in Sabah) and sang some song(dusun song) by the interviewer. By this time, never-ever complaint! NO!

and some other friend of mine was asked to pretend to be a teacher(of the subject of your choice) and was given a topic based on the subject. You will be given marker pen and a whiteboard. So be wise with the equipment given.

Last but not least, Pray.
You pass or fail, no one cares.
God must have something better for you if you fail, have faith! :)

and you know what, I have a pile of task to be done. night! ;)

Malindo Air Malaysia

Assalamualaikum peeps.

Just got back from Sabah below the wind and a lot of project, assignment, task, presentation(and maybe quiz & test) are waiting for me. yippie! I've read a famous blogger's blog about Malindo Air, where he only stated the best about Malindo, and I feel kinda cheated.haha (I'll continue about this later. It's not a VERY BIG deal anyway)

So I've decided to try Malindo, depart from KK to KL. I purchased the tickets online, since there's only 3 flight to KL can be choose, I decided to take the earliest flight, which is 11 a.m (stated online). I reached the airport(it depart from KKIA(T1) from KK and landed at KLIA) at 10.05a.m and rushing for check-in. 

When I asked the pacik tukang scan beg about my bag, he said the gate was closed. Ok, acceptable. The only thing that is unacceptable is that, there's a poster in front of the counter, it stated that luggage must be checked-in 3 HOURS BEFORE DEPARTURE??? o.O

So I proceed to the check-in counter to get my boarding pass since I can just bring my bag as hand carry items when the Miss at the counter inform me that the gate has closed and I cannot take the flight. I still have 40mins before 11a.m at that time. When I tell her that my flight was at 11a.m(according to the e-ticket that), she inform me that Malindo DID NOT HAVE ANY FLIGHT FROM KK-KL AT 11A.M they only have a flight at 10.30 A.M for morning..  and I was like, 'so, apa la ni kena tulis di itinerary?' and her face changed when she take a look at my itinerary and contact someone via walkie talkie. So I was allowed to go on-board. Thanks kepada macik yg bagi laluan kepada sy untuk scan hand luggage yg sy bawa, juga kepada pacik2 & abg2 sekuriti yg tidak tahan2 sy dan minta macam2.hehehe

Upon my arrival at the gate where I was supposed to board the plane, there are still a lot of people Q-ing outside. and it's 8 minutes past 10.30 am(the time where the plane was supposed to depart) that time. and the services of ripping(hantam ja ba ayat) the passenger's tickets are quite lousy I can say. Some of the pacik2 pun sampai marah2 and are having a bad mood due to their service & unclear announcement.

But inside the plane, 

 We can do this. We can simply connect our USB to the tablets provided. The tablets are more touch sensitive than the one in Malaysia Airlines. Which is good, but...please refer below.

Pastu dalam plane pun, pramugari semua baik2 dan peramah. Kalo lelaki lagi la suka, suda la pramugari-pramugari dia lawa-lawa pastu pakai pun siksi-siksi belaka.kekeke

BEST :
1- Spacious. Jarak antara kerusi sgt luas berbanding airlines di Malaysia yang lain. This one is the best!
2- F.A semua peramah & baik. Hospitality is number 1 you know!hehehe
3- Free food. Sandwich and mineral water. Sila berterima kasih sebab kena bagi free food. suda la tiket murah gila :)
4- Comfortable seats.

NOT BEST :
1- Lousy management before boarding into the plane.
2- I really have a big problem about the 'LUGGAGE CHECK-IN 3 HOURS BEFORE DEPARTURE' thingy. Sometimes, all you want is not a cheap price, sometimes, it's all about keselesaan.
3- Please, if your flight was at 10.30, change the time in your flight schedule online. It'll confuse people :-/
4- Food. I know it's free. I don't actually mind it, THIS TIME. because I am not that hungry. But it'll be better if the airline provide(or sell) a variety of food selection.
5- Limited entertainment selection. There's only like 14 movies in there if I'm not mistaken? :-/

The above is my opinion about Malindo Air. It is cheap, but cheap is not everything. and I know it's new. So bear with it for a while.hehe

I might still fly with Malindo.. but bak kata Yunalis Zarai (Yuna), I choose product that I trust...
So I prefer Malaysia Airlines, mahal tapi boleh komplen banyak-banyak dan komplen itu dilayan walaupun ada sesetengah worker yg marah-marah atau poirodus mau melayan. But hel* I care.kekeke

p.s.I was actually watching Malindo logo for a long time during the journey and find it funny. Lion with a wing. how cute! :P

Malaysia General Election 2013

Assalamualaikum people :)

5th May 2013

General Election in Malaysia

and it's my first time voting *excited*

I woke up very early, bath and pakai cantek2 *walaupun sebenarnya tidak perlu*

idk why, tp memang excited. Rasa macam saya pula yang bertanding.kekeke

Saluran 3, with nombor siri & jari yang kena calit dgn dakwat kekal yg 'kekal la sangat' kan..

I heard that the GE Ink cost about MYR 5 billion? oh..sangat rugi..

next PRU sila pakai inai saja.haha

Many things happen that day, this party said that the opposite party done this and that and vice versa.

The most famous topic for that day is about the election ink. So I've done some experiment to try the permanent-ness of the Ink. Firsly, with hand soap, nope, it faded but didnt washed away 100%. Then shower cream, nope. next, facial scrub, nope. and last but not least, hand sanitizer(by Dettol..lol). Yup, it faded a lot. But you can still spot the remaining ink(refer to the picture below). After cooking, washing dishes and all, yes, it faded almost 80%, but not completely. I still have some of the ink on my finger until now.haha.... But my big brother, the ink on his finger faded almost 95%...I wonder why..adakah lain SPR lain ink??

There's a lot other hot topic that day. But I don't believe anything unless I saw it with my own eyes or confirmed by the most reliable sources. and I am not on any side of the political party either. atas pagar bah bagus...masa mau pangkah pun sempat lagi ber-'tit tit tembaga'..so immature...I know xD

But actually, I wouldnt be atas pagar if and only if the candidates was more trustworthy. Ini tidak..semua calon sy x suka..memang next PRU sy mau ikut bertanding la *dreaming* ...anyway..I've made up my mind and ready for the next PRU. and I've decided which political party I'm going to support :)

Congrats for the winner tho. Here we go again, leading the normal life. Let's just hope that this time, the gov will be better & fair :)

#Sebelum kita mengubah benda lain, ubahlah diri kita sendiri dulu. Selamat malam :)

My last post.

Few people mistaken my last post as full-of-vain post.haha
Things that I wanted to tell people are simple,

WHEN WE'RE BLESSED & FORTUNATE,
BE GOOD & GRATEFUL. DON'T LOOK DOWN ON UNFORTUNATE PEOPLE.

as simple as that.
night peeps! :D

Gold and Diamond boy!

Haloo poopies!

I mean peeps!hehehe

The picture? try Google 'Gold and Diamond boy' and you'll see.
So I am back at my hostel. Back at my University and back
for more lecture & classes and lab....and drama -_-

Since I haven't done any of my Project & Assignment during the midsem break, I am pretty sure that I have to spend a few days cramming my head to finish 'em. But he** I care. Yang penting saya happy di rumah last week.haha and my mom managed to gain 5kg's under my supervision.wohoo (Y)

The older you are, the more you will be attracted to GOLD.
In my case, YES. I am kind of interested in gold. Am I old? -_-
Last year, my mom gave me gold necklace walaupun I've stated it
loud and clear that I don't like gold and I can't tolerate with accessories.

But since it is free, why not kan? Then I try to put it on for a week, a month and now a few months passes. It turns out that it is not that I can't tolerate with accessories, It's just that I'm allergic to silver(silver yang dijual merata & murah). My skin will show the sign of 'eroded'(macam besi pula kan kulit saya.haha), rashes and burnt! But when I started pakai this gold thingies, I didn't experience that skin problem anymore. and I realize that gold and my skin are a perfect match.lalalalalalalalala

and last week, I asked for another gold accessories. I was just joking actually...but my mom took it seriously and buy one for me.

My point here is, I am not trying to show off my gold2 thingy. But, I, and everyone that is fortunate enough to be able to buy and have anything we wanted(well, not anything la..tp better than the others) should be more grateful for what GOD has blessed us with. Look at your surrounding, how many people are as fortunate as you are. Do not complaint when your parent's couldn't afford to buy a brand new Iphone 5 or Iphone 5S for you. Because those yang masih pakai henfon Nokia 3310 sebab tidak mampu beli henfon yang lagi bagus dari itu pun tidak komplen2 macam kita :)

I am so grateful that I am blessed with what I have now. Me, I can eat and get whatever I want even though it is in the middle or end of the months or semester and most of the other student, di mana biasanya wang elaun atau PTPTN pelajar sudah habis, terpaksa berjimat cermat dan ikat perut. I am grateful. Thanks Allah :')

I know that many are more fortunate than me. But I am happy for what I have now :)

Dear fortunate people,
Be grateful.
Avoid vanity.
Be good to other.
Live happy.
Stop comparing & complaining.
Help & care the unfortunate.

GOD gave you what you have for a reason.
The more you give, the more you'll gain.
toodles!

p.s.post yang merapu -_-
#nyte!

The Awkward Moments when...

The awkward moments when I don't even greet with 'Assalamualaikum'.haha

I am me.
and if being 'me' upset YOU, get a life.
I know I am annoying and sometime very b****. But hel* I care. As long as I know the limit, I think I am fine.

No, don't tell me to do everything that I want.
Because sometimes, that everything is the one that make our life go wrong, and in the end, we will keep on asking ourselves, why bad things happened to us.

I know you're annoyed and mad. But..that is just me. I am not born to impress you.
If you can't accept me for who I am, then you should stop acting like you didn't.

Mid sem break is over. Going back on Sunday. Hadn't done any of my assignment cause I am planning to cram my head in my hostel. Going to have a test on the second week after holiday and blah blah blah

eh..mau layan kesedihan meninggalkan rumah jap.babai!
mari tgk matluthfi! :D

Mentally(retarded) exhausted.

Greetings peeps!

Have you tried mentally exhausted before?
Yes. It is not a food and does not taste good either.

I am so very tired today!

It might be due to no-stop Test coming. I have a test on last Thursday(the first test), I have another Test on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday this week. Plus, a quiz on Monday evening. pheww~ I am so glad that it all ended(I wish it all ended very well too, aminnn).

Although my face may look calm and cool for the test, inside, I almost crumble and give up. Thank God I didn't. haha

Even my friend was afraid looking at my face in the last class just now. We're having trouble calculating this and that. and our lecturer keep on giving us his answer which is different than our answer. It's frustrating you know!

I am so tired and needed sleep right now, walaupun I've slept more than 7 hours today.haha

There's a burger on my left on keropok lekor on my right, so why don't we go for a movie or 2, right?

When I Google image for 'Mentally Exhausted', this oppa came out. Mucho gusto! :D

#movie!

I am Forever Alone

Assalamualaikum :)

People that have my Facebook, Twitter and Instagram might always seen me uploading the picture of my pet cat (pet dog pun ada, tp blum pernah upload. will upload 'em very soon :P) and must be wondering, 'why the he** is she always uploading those pet of hers picture?' when other people usually upload their family, boyfriend, friends and their own picture.

Let me confess, at home, everyone was busy working. During holiday, I go home, but I am all alone, staying at home with all the pet. I have no one to talk to (but I actually talked to my pet) and that is why you'll find me very silent. I am a very silent person, unless you're a friend of mine, or a crazy person. If you are those stated, then I will be the one who's talking bla bla bla...

Walaupun selalu sendiri di rumah, I am still want to go back home!biar la lonely2, yang penting happy!
Kesian kan hidup saya? I have no one to talk to, I usually cooked and have lunch alone, tengok TV pun sendiri. But that doesn't change my relationship with my family. When they come home, we will have this very looooong conversation, fighting about the show on TV and taking notes of their comment on the food that I cook.

Still wondering why I kept on posting my pet pictures on Fb, twitter & Insta?

#nyte