Depressed and Disappointed

Someone was messing with my mental health lately.
Its a common thing for me, but never came from someone I've considered a good friend.
Why? Just why?

Why would you talk to me like that, with the smirk and all.
I really hate it. The accusation, restriction, the cold and distant feeling.
I know I shouldn't feel like this toward you, I shouldn't resent you because you're a friend.

But I am too, your friend.
So you shouldn't do that to me in the first place!
I might blurt my heart out one day.
Cause I'm just someone who cannot really hold my thoughts.
But considering it'll affect people around me, I will try my very best to control my mouth.
Maybe setup a distant and some boundaries between me and you would be good too.

#resentment #disappointment #Iizsed

Warmer than coffee on cold winter day : The story of 'suspended' coffee

This story will warm you better than a coffee in a cold winter day:

"We enter a little coffeehouse with a friend of mine and give our order. While we're approaching our table two people come in and they go to the counter -

'Five coffees, please. Two of them for us and three suspended'

They pay for their order, take the two and leave. I ask my friend:

'What are those 'suspended' coffees?'

'Wait for it and you will see'

Some more people enter. Two girls ask for one coffee each, pay and go. The next order was for seven coffees and it was made by three lawyers - three for them and four 'suspended'.

While I still wonder what's the deal with those 'suspended' coffees I enjoy the sunny weather and the beautiful view towards the square in front of the café. Suddenly a man dressed in shabby clothes who looks like a beggar comes in through the door and kindly asks
'Do you have a suspended coffee ?'

It's simple - people pay in advance for a coffee meant for someone who can not afford a warm beverage. The tradition with the suspended coffees started in Naples, but it has spread all over the world and in some places you can order not only a suspended coffee, but also a sandwich or a whole meal."

#kopipes
#this story has been passed around on FB. So I don't know tho whom should I gave the credits.

Heart-warming story. It should be practiced in Malaysia too :')

Tag [PAID] !

ahhh...lama sudah tidak main tag-tag ni..

masa blog lama, memang aktif sangat-sangat aktiviti ni:)

well...kEdzlyn Badul just tagged me. Kedy, nah sa jawab:D

Rules and regulation :

♥ each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal .

♥ answer the question the tagger set for u in their post and create 11 new questions for the people u tagged the answer .

♥ choose 11 people to tag the post and link them the post .

♥ go to their page and tell them u have tagged her/him .

♥ no tags back .

11 things about me .

1. I am a home-loving type of person.
2. An Aquarian. and proud:D
3. I love my Mother :)
4. I love Milk. and Caffeine...
5. Confused. *I tend to have doubt in every decision that I have to make*
6. I enjoy the feelings of being 'hurt'. It reminds me of life:)
7. I love animals!
8. I love my hometown . Ranau, Sabah! because all of the beautiful people that I heart was there:D
9. For me, motivation is like taking shower. which is a MUST!
10. I love most stuff that people might think I hate.(eg :buzy-ness,homework, cooking,laundry,etc..)

Question from Kedy :-

1. for you, life is?

Important! We don't have to be all serious and keep everything right. Enjoy it. Take risk because if it's good, thats wonderful. But if its bad, it's an experience.

2. what is your favorite quote. why ?

'When nothing goes right... go Left!' because I love being positive:)

3. your purpose of blogging?

I want to write some-every-any-thing that run through my mind and read it all over again once I grow older. It will be funny to watch how silly I've acted when I was a kid.hahaha

4. what a *very sweet thing you ever done for your parent?

I don't know...maybe let my mom rest and took over tha chores?:P

5. mother of father, which one you much closer to?

Since I only have my mother, yes. I am quit close with my mother.I even confess to her when something bad happened.

6. how was you childhood ?

Great and No regret! :D*it's just wonderful*

7. u got someone u really trust ? why her/him ?

Nope. I don't even believe myself. But I still have faith wat;D

8. currently crush. ada? why him/her?

errr....ada. . because I found 'em interesting??:)

9. when was the last time you said i love you to your parent?

Last night. right before I snooze off..err...at 4 a.m.*sorry Mak..kekeke:P*

10. what present u wish u have on your incoming birthday?

I just wanted to be in my hometown. with my family and friends.

11. what do you think about this tagged?

gila banyak soalan..siap kurik2 rasia urg lagi tu! Kedy~Kedy~~~

my eleven Question for you :-

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
2. Comment on you first boy/girlfriend.
3. Kemas rumah atau memasak. Which one do you prefer?
4. Bestfriend or boy/girlfriend?
5. If you had a billion dollars, what would you do with it?
6. If you could change something about yourself, what would it be & why?
7. What do you like the most when you were a kid?
8. What is your nickname?
9. Have you ever cheated on someone? Why?
10. Do you have any phobias? What is it?
11. Ever had a surgery? If yes, for what?

I'm tagging :-

Elena!

Tipani!

Annise@kak dato!

Awin!

Gadie!

Etong!

dylla!

nyzee-chan!

Anna!

Jaja!

Ayu!

hafizzainal's contest - senyuman mahal

At last, dapat gak bayar hutang tag dari Nyze-chan..huhuhu

hmmn..tp beta pelik lah semenjak dua menjak ni rajin plak beta ikut contest.

hahaha

okeh..so contest kali ini ialah~~

JENG! JENG! JENG!!

bersesuaianlah dengan title entry di atas,

Contest Senyuman Mahal~

haa..mahal giteww nyah~harharhar

so, ini adalah tuan belog punya banner a.k.a gambar

Syarat-syarat yang ditetapkan oleh tuan tanah ialah :

> buat satu entry yang bertajuk ~

"hafizzainal's contest - senyuman mahal "

> Letak banner contest ni dalam entry anda dan link kan terus ke entry contest ini.

kalau nak letak kat side bar korang pun, sangat di alu2 kan..

> plg penting, letakkan la pic anda senyum. x kesah laa pic sorang2 ke pic ngan membe ke. cuma, kalau pic ngan membe tu, bgtaw laa yang mne satu anda .. kriteria yang di cari bukan lah rupa yang cantik or yg hensem semata.. tpy dinilai dari sume sudut ...

tips : just bgy gambar yang mempunyai senyuman yang x ternilai, cheewaahh. haha..

> pastu cite sket ttg pic tu. simple2 je. contohnye nape senyum mse tu, or bgtaw knape senyuman anda unik dan mahal or ape2 laa ye.

bebas je :)

or, korang just tulis caption je kat bwh pic tu pun boleh. x payah panjang2 sangat pun xpe ...

> then, kene la follow my blog sbagai yuran contest. haha.. xde laaa, follow untuk sentiasa update dengan perkembangan contest ini laa.

> Jangan lupa letakkan link entry anda di ruangan comment :) so, senang la sy nak menilai blogger2 yang join ..

> Akhir sekali, tag 3 orang rakan blogger anda and make sure mereka tahu yer. bru la meriah ... :)

Expired date : 31 / 5 / 2011 sbelom pkol 12 malam

Dan gambar yang dipertandingkan ialah~

JENG!JENG!JENG!! (lagi skali)

gaahahaha

cumil tak?cumil tak???

kenapa gambar ni spesel??

bekos, masa ni pestym datang Melaka (can you biliv it??!)

dan penat naik tangga....tapi muka beta tetap hepy~

tgk la senyuman beta tu. gigi kuning pun rilek ja senyum lebar selebar-lebarnya :DD

orang bertuah yang beta nak tag kali ni pulak ialah :

1. LOB (saja-saja tag..hahahaha)

2. TPAIN (sebab dia jarang update blog. so inilah caranya supaya beliau sentiasa update)

3. KEDZ (sebab dia rajin buat tag dan contest xD)

manusia-manusia lain yang ter-lalu-lalang di entry ni pun sila lah join contest nih!

tuan tanah penat pose tau~hohoho^.^

baiklah!

status : hutang telah dibayar~

Thank you for the music miss sweetandspicy:D

Someone (blogger) just dedicated a song for me~

aww~terharunyaa...hihihi

bukan dedicates 'especially' for me.

tapi for her first 22 follower.

thank you:DD

click here to listen to the song~

Thanx again Miss sweetandspicy

jom terjah belog beliau:D

Jom Join 'Contest Blog Paling WONDERFUL' by Nadia Johary

Contest ni Tuan tanah sendirik yang invite beta tawu:DD

Bangga sangat~hahaha

tapi, beta hairan, belog beta yg memang kurang syomel, syantik & wonderfool ni, layak k masuk contest ni?

tp, it's oke. Since the owner has invited me kan~hik3

TADAA!!!

Jom Join 'Contest Blog Paling WONDERFUL' by Nadia Johary

Seperti yang kalian lihat dalam title, nama owner belog ini ialah cik NADIA JOHARY.. beta ulangi, NADIA JOHARY. nama pun se-sweet orangnya. ahaa~

jom la kita wiki-wiki belog beliau di sini-> Dhia's Blog

Bebalik kepada contest tadi, seperti biasa, Tuan Tanah akan memberikan beberapa

Terma & Syarat untuk Contest.

Syarat-syarat penyertaan:

1. Jadi follower DHIA'S BLOG.
2. Blogger perempuan atau lelaki pon boleh join.
3. Blog yang dikira 'WONDERFUL' tak kesah lah cantik ke, comel ke, smart ke, hensem ke, macho ke, pendek cerita, yang berjaya menambat hati aku gitu,..cewahh,..HANYA 1 BLOG TERPILIH SEBAGAI PEMENANG,...
4. Buat satu entry pasal contest & DHIA'S BLOG. Tempek banner contest sekali.
5. Tag kepada 5 orang blogger and make sure mereka tahu mengenai contest ini.
6. Letak banner contest di sidebar blog anda dan link-kan terus ke entry ni.
7. Setelah selesai, tinggal kan link entry anda mengenai contest ni di comment entry ini. Saya akan check setiap link yang sudah ditinggalkan.
8. Bermula 15 April 2011 sehingga 15 May 2011.

Setelah beta berfikir sepanjang 1 meter, beta suda decide untuk tag:-

1. Ana

2. El

3. Teff

4. Ema

5. Sapa-sapa yang terbaca entry ni..ngaahahaha

so, kawan-kawan, jomlah join contest ini:DD

ada masa lebih kuran sebulan lagi. Sempat kot utk meng-WONDERFUL-kan belog:DD

My kind of Boy

Ever wonder what kind of boy did attract me?

do continue on reading, you might have the criteria!

HAHAHAHA

gilakk la!macam gete' jak nmpk title dan ayat sy tu~xD

btw, ini adalah tag yang kedua.

Tag daripada ex-classmate saya masa secondary skul dulu.

nama beliau ialah, Cikgu Ema.

oke2..let's start answering:D

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Sangat perlu! Badan ala-ala David Beckham, muka macam Edward Cullen. Kaya macam Donald Trumph. eh....kaya tmasuk dlm 'good looking' ka?hihihi

2. Smart?

Harus!Wajib!Mesti!

3. Preferred age?

Lingkungan remaja-pertengahan dewasa. kalo aki-aki suda sepa jga yg mau:P

4. Preferred height?

168 cm and above!specific x?hihihihi:)

5. How about sense of humor?

Mesti! bulih gilak sy 1 hari kalo x ketawa tau...

6. How about piercings?

cubalah..kalo mau kena rejectxD

7. Accepts you for who you are?

MESTI!

8. Pink hair?

I don't want GAY!

9. Mushy or no?

mushroom?xD

10. Thin or fat?

Sedap mata memandang:D

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

brown or white~

12. Long hair or short hair?

suka ati ko la...asal sedap mata memandang sudah la~

13. Plastic or metal? * cute or pretty ?

I don't date plastic. and I repeat, I don't want GAY!

14. Smells good?

menggunakan perfume jenama Polo!

15. Smoker?

TIDAX~i tak rele youu~

16. Drinker?

Drink-ing water boleh.kalo drink keluarga -OH (alkohol) sorry naik lori la~

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

not necessary~

18. Muscular?

is an option~sexy giteww

19. Plays piano?

Mau minta main lagu lullaby Bella:D

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

Lelaki mesti tahu main alat musik!baru macho!

21. Plays violin?

I loike violin~sound!

22. Sings very good?

not necessary. at least can sing me happy birthday song, good morning song and lullaby~cukuplah:)

23. Vain?

No Thanx~

4. With glasses?

Lebih semat:D

25. With braces?

err...kalo encem buleh jer~hahaha

26. Shy type?

Shy~shy cat?tendang bontot tu karang~

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

Ikut tempat, masa dan situasi:)

28. Active or passive?

Ikut tempat, masa dan situasi:)

29. Tight or bomb? * hot or sexy ?

or~hahaha

30. Singer or dancer?

is an option~suka ati kau la...

31. stunner?

YES!

32. Hiphop?

erk...macam x brapa suka~

33. Earrings?

NO~

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

buleh juga..selalunya yg jenis gini setia nak mampos ni kan:)

35. Dimples?
not necessary

36. Bookworm?

Bookworm ikut masa la bagus.

ndamo pula dia langsung x sentuh buku tu~gila apa.anak2 nanti mau kasi makan apa???(p.s.berpikir pasal masa depan ni)

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

Mr. LOVE SMS-yg-sms-sekali-sekala-sahaja :D

38. Playful?

is an option~kalo time2 PMS dia pi main2, buang tengah jalan oo...

39. Flirt?

flirt with me only~xD

40. Poem writer?

Lebih baik kalo TIDAK.

41. Serious?

Ikut masa, tempat dan situasi:D

42. Campus crush?

No komen:D

43. Painter?

Bagus juga:D

44. Religious?

YES!

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

YA!siok ni!bulih tumpang sekaki:D

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak

games geek sekali-sekala apa salahnya:D

47. Speaks 20 languages?

not necessary~

48. Loyal or faithful?

FAITHFUL!

49. good kisser?

no komen

50. emotional or cool ?

cool luaran, emo dalamanxD

additional *

enter your crusher's name...

so that she/he will know wat u think bout her/him.

Nama my Mr. Perfect is,

*tuuuuuuutt*

lalalalalala

by this time,

I haven't decided untuk tag sesiapa lagi.

nanti2 la sy tentukan mau tag siapa a~:D

Contest Senyum Paling Ceria

tetiba saya kena TAG oleh si kEdzlyn!

err..sy sembarang seja upload.hihihi

sy rasa ini yg paling ceria sebab:

1- Setelah sekian lama, akhirnya sy berjaya pi A'famosa

2- setelah sy berpenat2 naik tu tangga, akhirnya sy sampai atas

3- setelah agak lama menunggu tu dua sejoli(couple) dating di port sy begambar, akhirnya berjaya jgak sy pose cni:)

HAPPY!

Saya mahu tag:

1- elena

2- Ana

3- Jujie

selamat menjawab tag kawan2 sekalian:D

"Saya nak join bloglist Nelly The Strange"

"Saya nak join bloglist Nelly The Strange"

1. Copy BANNER yang Nelly dah sediakan dan linkkan ke entry ini.
2. Paste kan kat entry, dan buatlah entry ringkas bertajuk :
3. "Saya nak join bloglist Nelly The Strange"
4. Yang belum FOLLOW, sila follow ye . .
5. Korang pilih nak masuk kategori mana : Otai , Sempoi , Cool (Cool)
6. Tinggalkan link anda kat ruangan komen entry ini.
7. Tarikh tutup: 29 MARCH 2011
8. Tag dekat 3 orang ok . .

Tagging : Jaja, Lobz, cikgu Ema

25 things

Walao~lama gila suda x buat tag-menag ini:S

Kalo d blog lama yang suda sy delete aktif la..itupun dulu.hehehe

Thankie Ms.Aweyn for the tag;)

kepada mereka yang di-tag, sila state 25 things about yourself dan post jadi entri kamu urang a..

selamat kena tag;D

*scroll ke bawah utk cek samada anda di-tag or tidak..hihihi

1- Just Call me Ula (hihihi..yg mmg org pun tau bah:P)

2- Currently in UMP(Uni. Mal. pahang)

3- Taking Degree in Chemical Engineering

4- I wish to be an Engineer one fine day. ( but i wanted to be a teacher or a lecturer too :S )

5- Currently into farmville, farmpals and tikifarm

6- Suka melepakdan membuang masa

7- Tiada makanan fevret yang specific(saya pun hairan juga..hmn..)

8- Kind off a 'mum's daughter' kena marah mama sikit, menangis:'(

9- Obses dengan TIDUR.(hey i can sleep 24/7 oke!beliv me!)

10- For me, goal achieve when you faced an obstacle and hard times. If you didn't, you hadn't reach your goal yet.

11- I love unfamous song. Most of my favourite song was unknown.but hey! Best tawu:D

12- I hate doing calculation!especially when it gets hard!(buat formula sendiri baru xtau!)

13- I often late coming to an early 8 a.m. class..hehee:D

14- Dalam lecture hall, sy akan blur loading~~~~ :S

15- I'm a LAST MINUTES type..hee:P

16- lambat pick-up..mungkin~~

17- Sangat sensitif. Perkara kecik ja pun kadang-kadang menyebabkan saya menitiskan air mata.

18- Sangat suka minum Coke ( tapi skrg suda insaf. Due to kana marah roommate..ekeke:P )

19- Sangat suka ketawa(im in progress of lessen my Laugh...lalalalala)

20- I don't think I need to speak in English to show ada standard or not~

21- I cannot ride a bike! Shame on me T_T
p.s. cuti ni I promise I'll try my best to learn!

22- I hate reptiles!!!GELIII~~~

23- I Love Taylor Swift. I'm kind off addicted to her song:D

24- I want to shop around the world and finish my money???(lol..what a cliche dreams..hahahaxD)

25- I just love my hometown...hihihi:)

I'm TAG-ing

Loby KedzAisyaElena

anda bertiga.. sila langsaikan hutang anda.muahahahaha