I never get what I want. But life is never fair anyway

Hey there,
Just want to confess about my disappointment in my life this time.

Did you know that I never get what I really want in my life ever?
Especially when the things relate to other people. Where I don't use my own power to achieve it.
That is why I lose faith in people. When my desires involves other people, I'll automatically drop my expectation and rest assure. Calming myself down and pat myself on my shoulder, saying to myself 'Calm down and expect less. You won't get those anyway'

So yes..
It's only natural for me to be disappointed. Because I never put a high hopes on people.
So, when I don't get what I want, I won't sulk. Just suck it up and let it go. Because it's only natural for me to be treated that way.

And you, my friend, can you please grow up and stop thinking that the world revolves around you?
Please. I know you're in sadness right now. But just suck it up. It's not like it's not your fault anyway.
Plus, this is just a small matters. Why are you behaving that way? It kinda get annoying these days.
Maybe what natural to you is that you being treated like a princess all the time. Desired by people and you can have everything that you want just by saying it out.

I know, different people have a different capacity to hold stresses and stuff. I've tried to understand you for a long time. But I just can't anymore because it really get on my nerves -_-

I am very sorry. I was supposed to be the usual me, that one friend who will surrender to grant her friend's wishes, that one friend who'd leave all her works behind just to get to her depressed friends for some consoling session and stuff. But that was the old me.

The new me know about self worth. The new me point out exactly what she want, and she value herself more than everything. And won't feel guilty about it at all. Because I just love myself.
So, lets just suck things up adn get along with life.

Cheers!

#InLoveWithMyself
#IhatePeople
#NotaPeoplePleaserAnymore

Our heart is not that bright, that is why we have our brain.

I don't usually fall in love,
but when I do, it's with an asshole, jerk and unemotional guy who changed heart very quick.
That is why, I don't do the 'falling in love' stuff.
I don't want to lose my composition. As if I am cool enough with the 'composition' that I have now. lol
Because I know, the outcomes of that 'falling in love' stuff will not be pretty.
You know what you'll end up with when you're wasting your heart and love? Yes, pain and heartbreak.

You might experienced somewhat of a bursting heart, constant happiness and smile and you'll feel like everything move in a slow motion when you're in love. But during the heartbreak, you'll see everything in black and white, everything is just dull no matter what you do. Even your favorite sitcom isn't helping, your favorite food will taste like crap and you refuse to talk (even if you're a talkative type) to anyone, and you know what? You will feel like crying all the time. You heart feel like it was stabbed a million times and its like someone or something is constantly compressing your heart inside. Yes, it hurts like that. Actually, its hurt a lot.

You'll find yourself listening to Taylor Swift's song and other heartbroken song too.haha

So....I don't do the 'fall in love' stuff. I guess?
But I am just a human, I can't really control my feelings. So, instead of falling hard, I put a boundary to make sure that even if I fall, I won't fall too deep to climb my way back up. So that at least I can still see some light.

So, teenagers, girls, woman, when you want to fall, don't fall too deep. Cheers.

Good Morning by the way!

#comingback

Good Morning Baltimore

Well..thats just a song title up there.lol
Its been a while, again, since my last post.

Im thinking of coming back and write regularly just to kill time and bored-ness (if you know what I mean). But we'll see later.

Lot of thing happened lately. and July definitely not a good month.
Its rather an emotional and painful month. My usual self will shut down and turn off every time July came. Wanna know why? Maybe later.hohoho

Anyway, good morning and have a nice day! ^^

8 Cara Mencintai Rasulullah

Biodata Nabi Muhammad SAW

1. Nama: Muhammad bin ‘Abdullah bin
‘Abdul Muttalib bin Hashim

2. Tarikh lahir: Subuh Isnin, 12
Rabiulawal / 20 April 571M
(dikenali sebagai tahun gajah; sempena
peristiwa tentera bergajah Abrahah
yangmenyerang kota Mekah)

3. Tempat lahir: Di rumah Abu Talib,
Makkah Al-Mukarramah

4. Nama bapa: ‘Abdullah bin ‘Abdul
Muttalib bin Hashim

5. Nama ibu: Aminah binti Wahab bin
‘Abdul Manaf

6. Pengasuh pertama: Barakah Al-
Habsyiyyah (digelar Ummu Aiman.
Hamba perempuan bapa Rasulullah SAW)

7. Ibu susu pertama: Thuwaibah (hamba
perempuan Abu Lahab)

8. Ibu susu kedua: Halimah binti Abu
Zuaib As-Sa’diah (lebih dikenali Halimah
As-Sa’diah. Suaminya bernama Abu
Kabsyah)


Ada 8 cara untuk mencintai Nabi.

1. Mengenal Nabi
Mengenal Nabi adalah dengan banyak membaca sirah perjalanan hidupnya yang tersurat dan tersirat. Kita pelajari bagaimana hidup Nabi dan kita akan temui kehidupan yang cukup luar biasa untuk dicontohi

2. Berselawat ke atas Nabi
Selalu berselawat ke atas Nabi dan memberikan kesejahteraan kepadanya
Dengan berselawat kita akan selalu mengingati Nabi dengan banyak menyebut mengenai Nabi akan melahirkan cinta pada Nabi

3. Mengikuti sunnah dan cara hidupnya
Kita ikut cara hidup Nabi dalam bentuk dirinya, cara hidup Nabi dalam keluarga, cara hidup Nabi dalam masyarakat, sunnah Nabi dalam bentuk kenegaraan dan sampai kepada Ummah sekeliannya

4. Membuat amalan disukai Nabi
Antara perkara yang Nabi suka ialah:-

• menjaga, memelihara dan meraikan anak yatim
• memberi makan orang yang susah
• membantu orang kesempitan
• menyampaikan hajat muslimin
• menasihati orang yang lupa

5. Menghindari perkara yang Nabi benci
Antara perkara yang Nabi benci ialah:-

• syirik
• Menentang sunnahnya
• berbohong di atas namanya

6. Menyampaikan dari Nabi kepada orang lain.
Kita menyampaikan apa yang disampaikan oleh Nabi pada orang lain. Ia disebut sebagai berpesan-pesan sesama muslim.

7. Mendampingi penggantinya

• mendampingi alim ulama
• mendampingi para Daie (para pendakwah)

8. Berdoa
Mendoakan Nabi, ahli keluarga dan sahabatnya. Berdoa supaya kita direzkikan mencintai Allah dan Rasulnya

Inilah lapan cara bagaimana ingin mencintai Nabi. Orang yang mencintai Nabi adalah orang yang layak mendapat syafaat dari baginda. Semoga Allah memberi kepada saya dan pembaca sekelian anugerah mencintai Nabi. Kerana sesungguhnya, tidak semua orang mendapat anugerah ini.

Salam Maulidru Rasul untuk semua, semoga sentiasa mengingati Allah dan Rasulnya, amin…

SUMBER / DIPETIK DARI : Blog Ustaz Amin

Nabi Muhammad merupakan idola yang wajib kita contohi.. Mengingatinya dan selalu berselawat padanya akan dapat menambahkan rasa kasih sayang kita kepadanya... Salam Maulidur Rasul..

Copy and paste from : http://youismysoul.blogspot.com/2013/01/8-cara-mencintai-rasulullah.html

Did you know that when we died and resurrected, the one who will resurrect  us is the one whom we hold dearly in our heart? ^_^

Come back home. Baby come back home!

Assalamualaikum.

Yes, as usual. I am back after being on hiatus for several week (is it a month or a few month this time? I hope its not!). and yes I have a lot of stories in store.

I've been busy with this lil-oh-not-so-secret biz that I got myself involved in.
and busy with the interviews, busy with documents handling (for my mom's company), busy with the chores, busy managing the household, this and that. In a nutshell, my energy almost drain and left empty at the end of the day. But still, its worth it.

My families being worried too much about me going to a far place and started working.
What I can say is that, almost 90% of them encourage me to further my study. It is also the first time in my life that my family set a goal for me too! and I was kind of anticipated too! and I will apply to continue my study to satisfy everyone too! (too many 'too. oh well~)

Yes, it is the very first time that my family set a goal for me.
Before this, they never asked me to get straight A's in any exam. To nail anything or accomplish anything..it's kind of funny yet give me some new vibe when they finally asked me to do something.haha
ok..I know it is not funny.

Remember about my 'fear of flying' things that I mentioned in each and every one of my previous post?
Yeah right. I am scary shit of flying right now. I have a bit of fear before the MH370 cases because of the little incident occurred during the flight. Also probably because I tried to understand the mechanical of the plane, I studied aviation a bit, history of aviation and also I learnt about the construction material of the plane. I always imagine a weird stuff though. So I should probably stop my wild imagination.
Then, come the MH17 cases. Then some few other airlines cases too. I became terrified and scared to fly now! I should probably cancel the 'Willing to travel.' in my resume too.haha

Gaza.
The war in Gaza is getting worse. The only hope that is left is Allah the Almighty.
May HE give protection, strength, iman, patient and all the good thing to the people in Gaza, Amen.

Last but not least, my mother became so very hilarious this past few months(or years..or forever).
She said she didn't want me to work at a far away place. and thet she will treat me something that I can't decline if I stay here. 'If you want to work far away from Ranau, go and get marry fast. So that I didn't have to worry anything about you, Go get married!' (thats what she said when its translated from Dusun to English). I was like... shocked, loss of words and my mouth was slightly apart trying to find the right word and tried my very best to register her order. So I play along and asked her to find a candidate instead.

Mom can get so scary sometimes you know.

Lets keep the other story and go to sleep now k.
Good night! :D

I'm MUSLIM. and I am proud. I am not a terrorist. I love everyone.

My family,
Most of them are of different religions.
My best friends, soul brothers and sisters, are also of different religion.
and I love the to death ! *kissie kissie*

Today, I just want to brag about something that I kept in me for a long time now.
and it bothers me. So I decided to post in on Facebook.
1 minute later, I delete it...

Because there's a lot of people who get offended easily when it comes about religions.
So I don't want to cause chaos. So i'll just post it here. kbai

It's annoying when people keeps on complaining the 'rules & regulations' of my religion. Well, we have some 'do's and don'ts' in our religion. I bet yours have some too. We respects yours, why don't you respect ours? 

p.s.im not trying to be religion-ist here.

I wonder why do people call muslim as [insert all the bad & offensive-words here] when we tried to follow our religion rules and stand up for it.

What about you? Do you get offended when people with different religion says that your religions rules is wrong?

‪#‎no‬ ‪#‎offence‬ ‪#‎really‬ ‪#‎ohmyenglish‬ ‪#‎but‬ ‪#‎whatever‬

oh yeah..probably because of the mistake done by my muslim's brothers/sisters..ikr...

Good Night! :)

Fear of Flying. How do I get rid of it??

Assalamualaikum reader(s)!

Just reach my University (its early..i know. but duties call!hahaha), and my last semester's result are very dissapointing. What can I say...less study?lol
and since I've come back from my not-so-relaxing-holiday, I got lot of work to do in lab. I even stayed in the lab till late at night..straight until Thursday and join safety process training on Friday and Saturday.fuuuh enough?kekeke

So...let's cut the long story short!
I have this fear that I've kept for a few months now..it's the fear of flying.
I know and understand the principle of the plane and how its works very well..but I'm still scared!!
It's started on that very day where we experienced a worst turbulence and there's an emergency announcement announced (ok!confusing!!). I just thought that I am going to die that day!
But alhamdulillah...Allah gave me the chance to breath until now..until i'm 23 (motif?)...

Since that day, i've been so scared to board on a plane!
But then, all my travelling (at least 4 times per semester) requires flying on a plane (dayum!)
I've tried to calm my nerves down through the whole journey though..and divert my attention to some movies and drama provided. BUT STILL!!!!

Thank God that I manage to get a grip on myself and hold myself together from screaming out loud during the journey (or at least every time there's a turbulence).

How do I get rid of my fear?

olakamin.blogspot.com

yeap...I've changed my blog link(?)
itu ka nama dia tu?
because the old one sounds(and look) so childish.

Hey! I was 18 back then. blame me not.hahaha

#kbai

My 2013 wishlist checker!

Assalamualaikum people!
Its been a very loooooooooong time since my last post.jyeah!
I know, right?

I've been very busy with my undergrad research and my final year project recently (or should I say, currently?)
and yeah..I'm typing this post in a very speed pace because I want to sleep at least 3.30 a.m!
I've been dealing with this insomnia for a while now..I've suffered from this insomnia thingy since I have to stay awake to do my final year project! >.<

***even remembering my final year project gave me this traumatized feeling!

It even cross my mind to just delete my dusty blog since I am  not that active anymore.but....I'm just too lazy to delete it...

Oh yeah!
2013 is coming to an end..let me list down my wishlist that I managed to get it checked up until 2013.

• Going on a holiday twice a year in a different places (bajet org kaya gitteww)
• Challenge myself with things that I thought I couldn't do
• Get the most-latest gadget (feefeeling up-to-date.haha)
• Attend a concert(it was last year actually..but, O well...and it turns out to be i am one of the 12k fans who attended Bigbang's Alive Tour concert. wehuu!the feeling! :D)
• Lose more than 10kgs of my weight (tho' I am gaining it back right now.lol)
• Travel back and forth to my hometown more than my normal 6 times a year

and I think I'm going to take some time to list down(recall) my wishlist for 2013.haha

and for 2014, my wish is...to get a boyfriend like this!

HAHAHAHA
good night everyone! :*

p.s.I have 2 weeks of study week(special case!)
so..I am currently wasting my time right now..
I wish I can get the motivation to really start on studying for my final!

***Special case: Final year, subject sikit.ehehehe

All well ends well. and my elder brother was a husband :)

Assalamualaikum....

It's been a VERY while since my last update.lol

Lazy+busy. what else can knock those 2 down?haha

I almost have these mental breakdown facing the stuff assigned to us

with the worse team member, very limited time...test here and there and research ppresentation..I don't know how to sleep or breath or eat anymore...walaupun makan sebenarnya cukup seja.hahaha

and it still giving me the stress feeling right now bila ingat2 balik!

PD!WHY SO CRUELLL!!! 

Anyway!

Midsem break, seperti biasa, I go back home and..... My big brother is finally married to his fiance.

Semoga berbahagia sehingga ke anak cucu for them. and semoga cepat2 bagi saya anak buah :D

amiiiin....

The day of akad nikohhh

Senyum nampak..padahal begagar.lol

and this is during the majlis sanding. mi mama pigi kiss2 the groom and the bride.

and this is me, mikirayou + modeled for the Honda car behind me with my old sandals
sebab wedges mahal + gojes telupa bawa.punya la dem tu perasaan masa tu!

Majlis potong kek. baiklah..kualiti gambar kurang elok. maklumlah pakai mobile phone saja..
mana bleh tanding DSLR DSLR yg ada pada hari itu :(

The groom and the bride kena paksa dancing..dancing tp karas a.lol

Heyy! Ssup! :3

Let the picture tell the whole story k..
sebab sampai sekarang saya masih malas menulis.
Kbai...assalamualaikum :)

Internship ended. Going back to Pahang!

Assalamualaikum uols!

LI iols dah tamat secara official hari tu (6/7/2013) and iols rindu nak p kije.huhuhu
Lotsa things and knowledge that I gained during my internship period and the most important thing is that,
I learnt to cooperate and do things together with my teammates.
Usually, kalo d U, I like to do the project myself. I mean, I'll just take my part and do it alone without asking any of my team member's opinion. But no. During my internship, I learn to respect and take others opinion.
Thanks to my teammates and my supervisor, also to the other officer who really helped me through everything during my internship period.

For those yang akan ber-internship, I wish uols good luck and never be afraid of it.
Dulu iols sangat takut nak p intern + neves kemain. duk dak duk dak jantung. tapi bila sampai, everything is good. Just that, please be yourself but don't annoy others!hehe

Baiklah!
Lecture and classes supposed to start at 9/7/2013. and I still haven't go back and attend any class yet.kekeke
Due to some problem, I have to postponed my 'going back' thingy. I am so sure that there's no class/there's no important things going on in class.hehehe..banyak betul alasan.

Anyway!
I am going back tomorrow. Travelling alone AGAIN! *sigh*
It's boring and lonely. But actually travelling alone is like, more convenient..hehe

Its sad!
Its so sad to leave home!
Its even sadder to leave family!

Goodbye Sabah!
See you again in about...1 and a half month or so? lol


#nyte
# preparing my brain for this semester subject!

INTERNSHIP : 1 more week to go

Assalamualaikum y'all!

I've finished my 9th week of internship and there's 1 more week to go.
I'll summarize my internship experience after finish the 10th week.

My intern-mate, both from UMS had finish theirs and left me all alone next week.
I am sure that it's gonna be a looooong boring and lonely week for me.
Must find something to do for next week!*plotting plan*

1 more week to go, let's just concentrate on the final report writing!


Nyte peepz!

It's the tiring part again.

Assalamualaikum uols.

its me again.haha

Its examen week, so study la (konon).
I've finish my 4th paper today, 1 more paper to go on Wed and I'm going home baby!
what can I say....semuaaaaaa subjek sem ni susah gila-gila.
walaupun ada hint, tp...hint la sgt kan...haha

anyway, its the end of my third year here.wohooo...habis sudah third year. next semester I'm gonna be Super Senior.hehehe
and, bila end of tahun 3, maksudnya, its time to change hostel, its time to simpan barang2 dalam stor. penat tau angkut2 barang turun bawah, susun dlm stor, dsbg.kalo sikit-sikit x pa juga...fyi, last year sy ada 6 barang(1 beg beeeeeesar, 5 kotak termasuk printer & 1 baldi). part yg paling hebat ialah, semua barang sy tu berat gila. even baldi pun berat sebab thats where I put my safety boot.kekeke

no..no..serious.sgt berat.
khamis ni mau pegi simpan barang. wish me luck guys! :'(

#bye third year!
#hello LI
#hello next sem
#next semester, its gonna be tougher :)

Warmer than coffee on cold winter day : The story of 'suspended' coffee

This story will warm you better than a coffee in a cold winter day:

"We enter a little coffeehouse with a friend of mine and give our order. While we're approaching our table two people come in and they go to the counter -

'Five coffees, please. Two of them for us and three suspended'

They pay for their order, take the two and leave. I ask my friend:

'What are those 'suspended' coffees?'

'Wait for it and you will see'

Some more people enter. Two girls ask for one coffee each, pay and go. The next order was for seven coffees and it was made by three lawyers - three for them and four 'suspended'.

While I still wonder what's the deal with those 'suspended' coffees I enjoy the sunny weather and the beautiful view towards the square in front of the café. Suddenly a man dressed in shabby clothes who looks like a beggar comes in through the door and kindly asks
'Do you have a suspended coffee ?'

It's simple - people pay in advance for a coffee meant for someone who can not afford a warm beverage. The tradition with the suspended coffees started in Naples, but it has spread all over the world and in some places you can order not only a suspended coffee, but also a sandwich or a whole meal."

#kopipes
#this story has been passed around on FB. So I don't know tho whom should I gave the credits.

Heart-warming story. It should be practiced in Malaysia too :')

Malindo Air Malaysia

Assalamualaikum peeps.

Just got back from Sabah below the wind and a lot of project, assignment, task, presentation(and maybe quiz & test) are waiting for me. yippie! I've read a famous blogger's blog about Malindo Air, where he only stated the best about Malindo, and I feel kinda cheated.haha (I'll continue about this later. It's not a VERY BIG deal anyway)

So I've decided to try Malindo, depart from KK to KL. I purchased the tickets online, since there's only 3 flight to KL can be choose, I decided to take the earliest flight, which is 11 a.m (stated online). I reached the airport(it depart from KKIA(T1) from KK and landed at KLIA) at 10.05a.m and rushing for check-in. 

When I asked the pacik tukang scan beg about my bag, he said the gate was closed. Ok, acceptable. The only thing that is unacceptable is that, there's a poster in front of the counter, it stated that luggage must be checked-in 3 HOURS BEFORE DEPARTURE??? o.O

So I proceed to the check-in counter to get my boarding pass since I can just bring my bag as hand carry items when the Miss at the counter inform me that the gate has closed and I cannot take the flight. I still have 40mins before 11a.m at that time. When I tell her that my flight was at 11a.m(according to the e-ticket that), she inform me that Malindo DID NOT HAVE ANY FLIGHT FROM KK-KL AT 11A.M they only have a flight at 10.30 A.M for morning..  and I was like, 'so, apa la ni kena tulis di itinerary?' and her face changed when she take a look at my itinerary and contact someone via walkie talkie. So I was allowed to go on-board. Thanks kepada macik yg bagi laluan kepada sy untuk scan hand luggage yg sy bawa, juga kepada pacik2 & abg2 sekuriti yg tidak tahan2 sy dan minta macam2.hehehe

Upon my arrival at the gate where I was supposed to board the plane, there are still a lot of people Q-ing outside. and it's 8 minutes past 10.30 am(the time where the plane was supposed to depart) that time. and the services of ripping(hantam ja ba ayat) the passenger's tickets are quite lousy I can say. Some of the pacik2 pun sampai marah2 and are having a bad mood due to their service & unclear announcement.

But inside the plane, 

 We can do this. We can simply connect our USB to the tablets provided. The tablets are more touch sensitive than the one in Malaysia Airlines. Which is good, but...please refer below.

Pastu dalam plane pun, pramugari semua baik2 dan peramah. Kalo lelaki lagi la suka, suda la pramugari-pramugari dia lawa-lawa pastu pakai pun siksi-siksi belaka.kekeke

BEST :
1- Spacious. Jarak antara kerusi sgt luas berbanding airlines di Malaysia yang lain. This one is the best!
2- F.A semua peramah & baik. Hospitality is number 1 you know!hehehe
3- Free food. Sandwich and mineral water. Sila berterima kasih sebab kena bagi free food. suda la tiket murah gila :)
4- Comfortable seats.

NOT BEST :
1- Lousy management before boarding into the plane.
2- I really have a big problem about the 'LUGGAGE CHECK-IN 3 HOURS BEFORE DEPARTURE' thingy. Sometimes, all you want is not a cheap price, sometimes, it's all about keselesaan.
3- Please, if your flight was at 10.30, change the time in your flight schedule online. It'll confuse people :-/
4- Food. I know it's free. I don't actually mind it, THIS TIME. because I am not that hungry. But it'll be better if the airline provide(or sell) a variety of food selection.
5- Limited entertainment selection. There's only like 14 movies in there if I'm not mistaken? :-/

The above is my opinion about Malindo Air. It is cheap, but cheap is not everything. and I know it's new. So bear with it for a while.hehe

I might still fly with Malindo.. but bak kata Yunalis Zarai (Yuna), I choose product that I trust...
So I prefer Malaysia Airlines, mahal tapi boleh komplen banyak-banyak dan komplen itu dilayan walaupun ada sesetengah worker yg marah-marah atau poirodus mau melayan. But hel* I care.kekeke

p.s.I was actually watching Malindo logo for a long time during the journey and find it funny. Lion with a wing. how cute! :P

Malaysia General Election 2013

Assalamualaikum people :)

5th May 2013

General Election in Malaysia

and it's my first time voting *excited*

I woke up very early, bath and pakai cantek2 *walaupun sebenarnya tidak perlu*

idk why, tp memang excited. Rasa macam saya pula yang bertanding.kekeke

Saluran 3, with nombor siri & jari yang kena calit dgn dakwat kekal yg 'kekal la sangat' kan..

I heard that the GE Ink cost about MYR 5 billion? oh..sangat rugi..

next PRU sila pakai inai saja.haha

Many things happen that day, this party said that the opposite party done this and that and vice versa.

The most famous topic for that day is about the election ink. So I've done some experiment to try the permanent-ness of the Ink. Firsly, with hand soap, nope, it faded but didnt washed away 100%. Then shower cream, nope. next, facial scrub, nope. and last but not least, hand sanitizer(by Dettol..lol). Yup, it faded a lot. But you can still spot the remaining ink(refer to the picture below). After cooking, washing dishes and all, yes, it faded almost 80%, but not completely. I still have some of the ink on my finger until now.haha.... But my big brother, the ink on his finger faded almost 95%...I wonder why..adakah lain SPR lain ink??

There's a lot other hot topic that day. But I don't believe anything unless I saw it with my own eyes or confirmed by the most reliable sources. and I am not on any side of the political party either. atas pagar bah bagus...masa mau pangkah pun sempat lagi ber-'tit tit tembaga'..so immature...I know xD

But actually, I wouldnt be atas pagar if and only if the candidates was more trustworthy. Ini tidak..semua calon sy x suka..memang next PRU sy mau ikut bertanding la *dreaming* ...anyway..I've made up my mind and ready for the next PRU. and I've decided which political party I'm going to support :)

Congrats for the winner tho. Here we go again, leading the normal life. Let's just hope that this time, the gov will be better & fair :)

#Sebelum kita mengubah benda lain, ubahlah diri kita sendiri dulu. Selamat malam :)

My last post.

Few people mistaken my last post as full-of-vain post.haha
Things that I wanted to tell people are simple,

WHEN WE'RE BLESSED & FORTUNATE,
BE GOOD & GRATEFUL. DON'T LOOK DOWN ON UNFORTUNATE PEOPLE.

as simple as that.
night peeps! :D

Gold and Diamond boy!

Haloo poopies!

I mean peeps!hehehe

The picture? try Google 'Gold and Diamond boy' and you'll see.
So I am back at my hostel. Back at my University and back
for more lecture & classes and lab....and drama -_-

Since I haven't done any of my Project & Assignment during the midsem break, I am pretty sure that I have to spend a few days cramming my head to finish 'em. But he** I care. Yang penting saya happy di rumah last week.haha and my mom managed to gain 5kg's under my supervision.wohoo (Y)

The older you are, the more you will be attracted to GOLD.
In my case, YES. I am kind of interested in gold. Am I old? -_-
Last year, my mom gave me gold necklace walaupun I've stated it
loud and clear that I don't like gold and I can't tolerate with accessories.

But since it is free, why not kan? Then I try to put it on for a week, a month and now a few months passes. It turns out that it is not that I can't tolerate with accessories, It's just that I'm allergic to silver(silver yang dijual merata & murah). My skin will show the sign of 'eroded'(macam besi pula kan kulit saya.haha), rashes and burnt! But when I started pakai this gold thingies, I didn't experience that skin problem anymore. and I realize that gold and my skin are a perfect match.lalalalalalalalala

and last week, I asked for another gold accessories. I was just joking actually...but my mom took it seriously and buy one for me.

My point here is, I am not trying to show off my gold2 thingy. But, I, and everyone that is fortunate enough to be able to buy and have anything we wanted(well, not anything la..tp better than the others) should be more grateful for what GOD has blessed us with. Look at your surrounding, how many people are as fortunate as you are. Do not complaint when your parent's couldn't afford to buy a brand new Iphone 5 or Iphone 5S for you. Because those yang masih pakai henfon Nokia 3310 sebab tidak mampu beli henfon yang lagi bagus dari itu pun tidak komplen2 macam kita :)

I am so grateful that I am blessed with what I have now. Me, I can eat and get whatever I want even though it is in the middle or end of the months or semester and most of the other student, di mana biasanya wang elaun atau PTPTN pelajar sudah habis, terpaksa berjimat cermat dan ikat perut. I am grateful. Thanks Allah :')

I know that many are more fortunate than me. But I am happy for what I have now :)

Dear fortunate people,
Be grateful.
Avoid vanity.
Be good to other.
Live happy.
Stop comparing & complaining.
Help & care the unfortunate.

GOD gave you what you have for a reason.
The more you give, the more you'll gain.
toodles!

p.s.post yang merapu -_-
#nyte!

The Awkward Moments when...

The awkward moments when I don't even greet with 'Assalamualaikum'.haha

I am me.
and if being 'me' upset YOU, get a life.
I know I am annoying and sometime very b****. But hel* I care. As long as I know the limit, I think I am fine.

No, don't tell me to do everything that I want.
Because sometimes, that everything is the one that make our life go wrong, and in the end, we will keep on asking ourselves, why bad things happened to us.

I know you're annoyed and mad. But..that is just me. I am not born to impress you.
If you can't accept me for who I am, then you should stop acting like you didn't.

Mid sem break is over. Going back on Sunday. Hadn't done any of my assignment cause I am planning to cram my head in my hostel. Going to have a test on the second week after holiday and blah blah blah

eh..mau layan kesedihan meninggalkan rumah jap.babai!
mari tgk matluthfi! :D

Mentally(retarded) exhausted.

Greetings peeps!

Have you tried mentally exhausted before?
Yes. It is not a food and does not taste good either.

I am so very tired today!

It might be due to no-stop Test coming. I have a test on last Thursday(the first test), I have another Test on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday this week. Plus, a quiz on Monday evening. pheww~ I am so glad that it all ended(I wish it all ended very well too, aminnn).

Although my face may look calm and cool for the test, inside, I almost crumble and give up. Thank God I didn't. haha

Even my friend was afraid looking at my face in the last class just now. We're having trouble calculating this and that. and our lecturer keep on giving us his answer which is different than our answer. It's frustrating you know!

I am so tired and needed sleep right now, walaupun I've slept more than 7 hours today.haha

There's a burger on my left on keropok lekor on my right, so why don't we go for a movie or 2, right?

When I Google image for 'Mentally Exhausted', this oppa came out. Mucho gusto! :D

#movie!