like i'm not real anymore.
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why life always so unfair towards me?
I suddenly realise that I was kinda 'bullied' by certain people.
but most of the time,I bullied them.so I don't really mind tho'
muaahahahaha
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Lot's and lot's and lot's things 'popped' lately.
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I was fantasizing..
ahh...how nice it could be if I can get back to my previous life..
where I don't have to know anyone new.
Stick with all my oldfriends.old teachers.learning the same basic things.
and most of all,having a real happy time.that's what I call 'The Most Precious'.
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It's not that i'm saying that I hate my new friends and new environment.
No..no..no...
bukan gtu bah maksud I...bukan.don't get me wrong.
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It's just that,I can't afford myself to get hurt anymore.
when we know someone,we absolutely will someday leave them.
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well...I ended my secondary school years ago and it's hurt.
It is hurt to leave your life wasn't it.
especially when you have to leave your home too.
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I LOVE MY TUTORIALMATE.
so please..time,don't flow so fast.
I need a bit more time to spend with them.
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I have less than 30 days to hangout with them.
to be with them.
after 30 days.then it's over.
28 March 2010,we will be having a study week for a week which means,
we don't have any kuliah or classes.which indeed means,we won't be seeing each other.
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4th April 2010,we will be facing our final for 1 weeks++,
after that,I AM NO MORE LABUAN MARICULATION COLLEGE STUDENT!
and all LMC student is allowed to go home a.k.a WE ARE OFFICIALY GRADUATE!
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i am happy with that.but,the other side of me tell me that I am damn sad.
I dont want to leave yet.I still want to spend a little time with my so-called-new-life.
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but...what else can I do...
I am just a normal human being.
I consider everything as a challenge in my life.ok.fine.
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I dont know yet where life would lead me after my Matriculation life.
I just hope that life 'll get better for me..
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Just like what my English Lecturer said before,
'Nothing is actually FAIR!'
Let's just deal with it.
Checkmate!
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