Tired + Depressed = ???

Know,I dont have any idea about how my life going to go on anymore.

I was scared.confused.stressed.tired and frightened.

I'm not ready for Final yet.

what If I fail and my pointer cant make it to enter university?

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I know, I must always be positive.

but with all the problems and feelings that I have now.

oh my God.I dont think I can handle life anymore.

I miss my family a lot.

I miss my late sister so much.

and my friends always hurt my feelings.

well,I didnt show any sign of get hurt after all.but they did.

and I do still love them.

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God,

please give me the strength to face my life.

bless me.and I just hope everything will go on just nice.I mean nicer.

Amin.

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p.s.When I look happier,It doesn't mean I am happy.