Your worried is mine.

My Family worried so much.
and that's made me worry even more:'(

It seems hard for them to let me go.(well, at least it look like)
I know they worried. But, please. I hope they won't and give me some spaces.
This is why I am having a doubt to leave for Pahang.
The top reason.

1. I worried that they worried.
2. I wish to not to give them additional burden.

I have no other choice.
I have to leave.
The choice given are TWO,
LEAVE or LET IT GO.

So I choose LEAVE.

Mom, I know you're worried about me.
even till now, you keep on telling me to 'play safe' and take care of myself everyday.
and me, i'll jest kept myself silent whenever you've started that so-called-conversation of yours(you're the one who talkad most of the time)

Don't you understand?
Your worried made me worried to leave you:(

Today, there's a little Kenduri due to my leave next week.
Kenduri means you have blessed me to go:)

I promise to God that I will take care of myself and I WONT ever dissapoint you.
I swear that I will always have your advice in me.
I promise that I won't sia-siakan your hardwork to support for my study.
I'll show you that it worth to raise me.

Last but not least,
I swear that I will always pray for our family.

I will. With God's guide.
May God bless our family. Amin.